A letter from May 17, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Hey girl, hey it’s official less than 6 months until our birthday where we’ll be competing 24 years and celebrating in true mamba fashion. We’re on our way to luvabull tryouts and it’s been a true test of trial this life of ours beautiful nonetheless. It’s also the weekend of beyonces concert and I just saw 999. The dancers on her tour had classes yesterday, I didn’t go with me needing to be up so early and I felt like it was the most responsible thing to do especially with all the events going on yesterday. Like Fern‘s birthday but again everything works itself out. It was a Venus day. I chose to sensor me and lock in with me and being in my desire state in reality I’m not showing up for others before I have poured into me. So today we have tryouts auditions, a battle in a pole show to go to so I’m excited and with me realizing there’s 6 months until we see this and in this moment I just want to let you know I’m proud of you for continuously showing up doing the work and locking in and trying your best even when you get stressed. Knowing and trusting it’s all working out. You and Faruq were graduating together today by allowing yourselves to show up in the ways God aligned for thee. I thought I wasn’t going to be able to and God showed me as they always do… when there’s a will, there’s a way. Trusting and knowing I’m divinely protected and connected. I’m excited I also have transfer night next week at Columbia - I don’t know for sure if I’m attending this fall or not due to some things and especially with me wanting my recreational degree or certificate and it seemed like Madison college is the only one I’ve seen have it so far so I think it’s best if I do the one year pay off whatever else I owe and balance a life between Chicago and Madison especially w Barrio being one of the top studios and then eventually branching to my Detroit market as well with and through Zori. I don’t know if we’ll ever get Lucy back or not especially with everything I have going on so we shall see what God had aligned for us in that department because if I’m allowing ourselves to become and live in limitless I can just possibly get a new car but in all honesty I don’t be caring to drive bahahaha I love having a driver tho and right now I’m putting $100 away each check $50 towards Uber credits and other $50 towards 2 weekly bus passes. I work at 5 below and got hired at Dollar treee where we starting and I like them a lot and how beautifully ghetto they are. It’s like having a balance of my life lol cus 5 Below is so like proper and try to play mostly by the book and Dollar tree is like **** the book and I just get to beautifully get paid to observe both as we’re in the process of accumulating the $500 for silk and working out daily to stay and get smaller, putting money from my pay to work at the ghetto clubs to flip the money and start trading once we hit a rack put away (congrats in advance because that’ll be the first time we worked and actively chose to save that amount (222040 on a blue truck) 🛻 and do it and I know that tack has flipped and double backed so I’m proud of you I love you I’m thankful for your essence and being (rich off cocaine hehehe Rick Ross is playing we were off trading and doing our thang. Depending on our schedule, we still may be able to start LMLT or LMLS this year and I would love us to do lmk how that is I like lmlt because it can also stand for loving means learning things because you’re actively choosing to expand grow and align with what you deserve vs expecting it’s like I know I put the steps in the **** ups the fixing the denying the aligning to truly be acquiring so I love you I’m grateful in thankful we’re resultant my love and I see 7118 hehehe and the song has ended peace and love darling. Listening to Here I Am Rick Ross, Nelly & Avery Storm and added to type lifestyle 🥰🙂‍↕️ (walked home until the timer through the plastic away bahaha- did we get the glass containers… actually how you and your mom liking it better? Tell her I said hi, if she’s still there it’ll be sad if she isn’t remember to always kiss our mom even when she pisses off) Drive Slow- Kanye west (on the bus now) Nobody’s perfect (besides me heheeh) j Cole as we exit this writing✨