A letter from May 17th, 2025

Dear FutureMe,I sent a letter once don't really remember to when but it was about the struggles I had being my mamas daughter and my mamas struggles being my mama, I talked about how m7ch our relationship has changed and that it's a good change or rather an amazing change compared to how we were, well now I have proof, I had a timer done at 9 and left my phone and pwerbank on the bed, mom took them away in the middle if the night cuz she was worried it would falka nd explode since my bed is pretty small, I obviously didn't get the alarm and I slept till 11 , I had just woken up and seeing 11 on my phone surprised so I came out and asked mom but I got a but rolled so I went to the bathroom to collect myself , so if Thai was in the past neither me  not mom would have apologized we would have just glossed over jtike it never happened but there would be unbearable tension between us, but this time it didn't feel weird to apologize I came out and tried to apologize but mama had b33n faster she said she had been waiting for me to come out so she can apologize so I apologized again and we hugged now there is no tension at all, while we were bugging I was about to break down but I didn't want mom to remember the past so I decided to reschedule that for later, later was 2 min after when I went to pray, um yeah this just mad3 me realise how different it is now and how far we have come, I can easily communicate with her and it's just overall better for the house, no more fighting, no more tears well sad tears and no more tension we are becoming a normal family, well there I'd still dad but I don't have any hope for him honestly, I gav3 up on him a while ago, ba bye