A letter from May 17th, 2025

Dear FutureMe, hey girl so rn life is like really hard and not where it's not supposed to be but I hope when you read this one day you say why I don't even remember why I was sad about it in the first place I just feel so lost and I don't know if I will get into the place I want or not or will I become what I want or will I gain that trust again or not because it's really hard to get it back but we will try girl dont worry , I hope when I read this I'm not hard on myself like I always am cause I deserve tons of love from myself I really want to be kind to myself cause no one really deserves all my kindness but I always try my hardest to be the most loving and kindest person in the room you never know what someone is going through and maybe when I read this I will say what was a saying or blah blah but yeah. please please yarabi help me get what I want let me get into that place I'm dying to get in yarabi when time comes and I read this msg pleaseee yarabi make me be where I want please yarabi ameen... dont lose hope!