A letter from May 16th, 2025

Dear Ausala,I miss you a lot.I still feel guilty that I couldn't protect you from Angay.How could I protect you when I couldn't protect myself from her. We don't even know where you took your last breath.You died all alone, wet and cold.All I hope is that you weren't hungry that time.Evertime it rains I remember you cause the day you went missing it was raining so bad.I still remember how sad mummy was that you must be so cold and hungry.I hope you weren't scared the time you died. I miss you so much.You know so much has happened after you left us .Mummy and Apa got divorced can you believe it.We couldn't raise another cat cause it felt like we were replacing you with another.I'm no longer the small chungku kid. I've grown a lot .I even got into med school. I even have a man that I love so dearly. Can you imagine ausala. Oh here in hostel we have a cat named tiger who has the same fur pattern as you.Ausala I wish you were here.You know whenever I get stressed because of studies or whatever, I feel that you're near me.You never fail to make me cry dear Ausala. You know the edits that I see in instagram that when you die someone will be waiting for you all so dearly. I hope it is like that in real, you waiting for me. I love and miss you ausala. When can we meet again my sweet ausala.