A letter from May 12, 2025

Dear FutureMe, where do i start? i mean all that has happened to us has been a rollercoaster. by now youre in 10th grade na diba? kamusta naman? are you surviving? are you well? i'll pray for you, for us yumi :) i dont want to remind you but i dont want us to forget. we made it through and im so proud of us. grabe din yung pinagdaanan natin. we're so strong yumi!! i love us so much. now i've realized how immature i was and still am but i am trying to improve. i really shouldn't have been fooled by love. its for fools. how stupid was i thinking that love was for me, yumi? i feel so unlovable but at the same time i have you, i have my self. and that's enough to keep me going. and i really do feel lonely at times, haven't heard from my friends for a long time, maybe they didn't really consider me as friends? but what's growing up if you're not leaving something behind? who ever wants to stay, will stay. remember that. im not expecting that you'll find someone in the next few months, but remember na wag magpadala sa emosyon. focus on your studies and make your mom proud nalang, thats your goal, okay? always protect your peace. leave if its bothering, ruining, or destroying you. no matter if its hard, you have to. its for the best. you will heal and you will not let anyone distract you, build up your highest walls and protect yourself. i cant wait to graduate yumi. i want to go up the stage and have medals clanking around my neck. please yumi, make me proud, make your mom, and family proud. go up that stage and show them that nothing and no one will ever drag you down. i love you through and through, yumi. 5/12/2025 Love, you.