A letter from May 11, 2025

Dear Future Jeff, Happy birthday:) On this day, you'll be 20. Probably doing much better, a lot of things will be the reason for you to change wether you like it or not. I'm writing this, not sure what to feel because we just had an uncomfortable conversation. I don't want you to love me anymore. If loving me makes you love yourself less, then please don't love me. I did a lot of things, said a lot of things that hurts you and I feel so so sorry about it. I'm sorry, it's your birthday and I only hope for you to be happy. Happy birthday love, I love you.