A letter from May 10, 2025

Dear God I sit here today thinking about the plans you have for my life. At first I wanted this letter to be to the future love of my life but then I thought to myself what if love isn't on the table for me. Like what if those are not your plans for my life. Honestly that would be so sad because I do want to be loved and love someone in a healthy manner. I would like to go into detail about something but I also don't want to be reminded about the hurt I feel or felt a year from now. All I want to say is well ****! I know that I will move on from this and that I will be happy or rather joyful. I hope that I am able to focus on me and the future career plans I have for myself or rather the plans you have for me. There's 7 months left to the year and I look forward to seeing what you have in store for me. All I want is to heal the parts of me that need healing. Find a healthy love that knows how to ground me and that meets me with love when I need it. A space where we both feel safe and vulnerable. A love that knows joy and laughter. A love that feels like home But for now I will continue to love myself unconditionally until that love comes along❤️ Also RIP my Lady girl🐶🕊️, I miss you so **** much. It's only been 3 days but its been really hard without you. I hate that the silence in house reminds me that you're no longer here 🥺 I love you forever my Lady❤️🐶