A letter from May 10, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Hey! I don't know if you can still read this after all this years. Did you survive it? We've been through a lot right? All the judgment, disappointment did you all faced it or are you unable to read this anymore. I wonder if kinaya mo pa o sumuko ka na. Kase sa totoo lang ngayon while typing all this I already did a lot of things to end my life but guess what it all fails. I don't want to be like this if I would to choose who wouldn't like a stable life? Sa tingin niyo ba natutuwa ako? I always want to please everyone of you. Pag nagkakapera ako kulang na lang ibigay ko lahat sa inyo. Pero ngayon? Ngayon na walang wala ako parang ang laking problema ang tingin niyo sa akin. Wala pang isang taon na di ako nakakatulong sa inyo parang tingin niyo na sa akin walang kwenta. WALA KAYONG TIWALA SAKIN. bat ganun? Balita? Nay..... Pagod na yung neneng mo oh. Kunin mo na ako.