A letter from May 08, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Hi, You. Me. I hope you are doing well. It seems like I really insulted and mistreted you all these years. All these years that I've been countingg on you, expecting you to be the superhero, the superman that will magically make me better without actually me taking action right now. This has always been the case. Remember when I told you, myself, that I would someday I will be able to surpass Aunt Joan on japanese before she comes back. And that was on the pandemic mind you. We were 8th grade back then. Then what we did? No specifically, what did I did? Nothing. I just expected you to do all the work, because all this time, I misunderstand your concept. That you are another person, seperated from me. A stranger, a superhero that would solve all of my problems, and do all difficult thingss for me! How hysterical and tyrannical! But you know what? I've decided to change my mindset. No, this was always been true, I just didn't realized it. That you don't exist in the first, that are just a pure fiction all along just like all other superheroes. I can't be expecting someone who doesn't even exist to solve all my problems. Then what? Me, my present self just gotta do it, all the hardship, for you. To finally materialize yourself and descend from heaven. I mean, that's always it supposed to be, not the other way around right?! The present self doing something, sacrificing something, resisting the pain, the discomfort for the future self, not the reverse. As the reverse doesn't and won't exist. Atleast in my case now, it will actuallt starts materializing like a magic. I am not writing or making this video for you to do all my tasks, no. I gave that up, you fictional creature. Prepare to relax. You are not gonna experience nor shoulddr the burden of my expectations. Because I am gonna do that all for you. THIS IS A DECLARATION.