A letter from May 5th, 2025

Dear FutureMe, 
It seems I forgot this year to write my letter to be received on February 19th as it has been every other time I've done this. I'm sitting in my uni room right now kind of confused and insecure at this moment in time. However this least year has been amazing, A level exams went pretty well but didn't actually get the grades I initially needed to get into uni, I got accepted anyway luckily. Summer was really fun and I met my boyfriend at the time. I started uni which has been the best experience of my life so far, broke up with my boyfriend over Christmas and then had some fun :) The end of the first year here is approaching, my exams are soon and I am feeling a little overwhelmed. I know they don't mean much but I still want to do well as I am enjoying the course. Right now I am still thinking about this guy I hooked up with in term two, who dropped me like it was nothing. After having had many experiences after him I still feel mostly unfulfilled, constantly comparing every other guy to him. This weekend also hasn't been the greatest, having experienced more rejection and ****** assault. I need to stop basing my worth on the amount of interest or rejection I receive as that is not what defines me. I hope this time next year I no longer even know who I'm talking about here and I am more content within myself with regards to any form of relationship whether it be casual or serious I have with another person. I hope the rest of uni is good and you enjoy the long summer holiday. Good luck, I love you. 
Talia