A letter from May 04, 2025

Dear FutureMe, I hope we have left the school by now and perusing our dream weather that it studying or doing an apprenticeship. I have drafted a bunch of emails for Vital Energi and I am thinking of calling them in a couple days. I know that it is pointless but I don’t know how else to get my foot into the door. I hope that a year from now I figured it out. I worry for our relationship and I am scared of losing Tom but I love that he inspires me to be a better person. I want to be a better healthier person for him. I am so greatful that ive met the funniest, sassiest and calmest person in the world and i hope that one day we will get married. My main concern is that my job and my career or lack thereof will jeopardise that. So I am working hard going to interviews and I will succeed because I can do so much more than I could ever dream of. I keep doubting myself and that is what ***** my apprenticeship interviews. I feel that I don’t belong because of where I come from and that I haven’t done a lot but I have done more than enough. We have been going for 7 years and I will not stop. I want to be in those room where everything happens and I will be. If it takes another 7 years then we will do it. I believe in you more than you know and you should believe in yourself too. You have got this!!!