A letter from May 03, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Hey! I'm Luna from when you were 14. Do you remember writing this? I'm now writing this on a day where I ate bbq chicken for the first time, indoor skydiving, and then I also had my dad's birthday, giving him the best Perfect-Grade ******. You're a junior now! Did you get the surgery? How do you feel? I wish you could tell me what you were doing and how you are doing because I would love to see that. I'm depressed, testing for hypothyroidism (which I'm sure I don't have), binge eating disorder, missing activity for therapy, and so many things going on right now... Please say you have it figured out. I know this is your birthday, but I just want to tell you that I really admire you and all that you do. I hope you are successful and are doing so much better than I am right now. I'm even ashamed to do anything at this point. It was supposed to be a great day. I know it's a weird question, but how's your relationship with everybody? With food? With binge eating? With weight? I hope you have it figured out because I really hope and even though I don't believe in god, I just pray for that... Maybe someday I'll disappear, right? Are you?? Are you dead? Anyways, I really want to just wish you a happy birthday and a good luck on your PSAT exam, because that's probably when you're taking it, right? If you get the National Merit (which I doubt I will ever get it) just let me know! You probably won't because you can't travel in time and also you won't get it haha! Tomorrow is the last PYP concert of 2025 and i am so excited! Just gonna eat Tanaka with my friends and maybe have like a party after the concert, like a post-graduation party! Prom is next week and I am SOOO excited! Are you excited for your birthday? Also, did you actually do the list I wrote on your 15th birthday? I'm so excited for that! School's going great! Eric is trying to talk to me, I'm trying to talk to him. Maybe we'll get together in like... Sophomore? Junior? year. Did you get with him??? Oh my god i'd be BLESSED if that actually happened! I'm not sure if it did happen though, haha! Python's fun, using ChatGPT, English is fun, History is fun with Mike as a sub, math is fine, science is... spiraling somewhere because of SIP and French is one of my best grades. I recently got a 102 on a quiz AND a test! I hope you did great with CT's class. Did you take CT or Autumn? So curious! UGH my foot is 쥐났어 and I don't know how to say that in English. Do you speak Korean still? Or have you forgotten all that you have learned? I know it's pretty hard to remember it when you are a junior living in America for like more than 6 years! Please do try to remember for future references though. Here's some messages for my friends: Jia: How you doing? Are we doing that non-profit you mentioned randomly at lunch? Hope it's going great still! Dayeon: I really miss you! Did I get taller than you? Hope so, ehe! Ashiri: Are your headaches better? You really used to struggle with them you know. And also, is your back better???? Anyways, a LOT more letters coming your way because I am sending MORE BABY!! Luna XOXO