A letter from May 04, 2025

Hello masa depan. the 2024 and the early of 2025 its been a hard time for me. I lost a person that i really loved her name just too beautiful, Ni Putu miami Dewi Rosetha. we decided to end our relationship because there is different vision and mission that we have together and the most important reason is a religion and culture. i dont want to make her move to my religion same as her dont want make me move to her religion. most of the people is already know this is will happen between us but in the past i want to broke that stigma that couple in differences religion can be end in the happy situation but unfortunely we can't. she is been a incredible moment for me since the first time we met, my world is just change into a dream that everyone could imagine. there is to memories we shared together that even words can't describe but now it just a memories that stay forever i have been struggle recently, everything that i already set up with her its just became a story now that i can tell to my self. Hari dimulai tanpa kabar dari dia adalah sesuatu yang aneh bagi saya. Terkadang saya berpikir apakah ini normal apa tidak, seperti ada yang hilang dari kegiatan saya setiap hari. Hari hari begitu berat tanpa kehadiran dia, we used to living together for a couple of years. waking up saw her faces but now i just saw an empty bed beside me. Pelukannya di pagi hari seperti mentari pagi yang menyinari manusia yang mana merasakan hangat yang luar biasa menyelimuti tubuh manusia. Menyadari manusia yang di sayang dan dipedulikan hilang dengan begitu mudahnya dari genggaman adalah sesuatu yang berat bagi semua mahluk hidup apalagi jika mereka itu bersama kita membuat sangat banyak kenangan. dia sekarang bersama orang lain dan she is happier more than with me and that was a good thing. sometimes i was thinking its hurt me so ****** bad seeing her with somebody else stand beside her its something strange cause it supposed to me on stand beside her all the time. tapi life must moving forward because time will not care about you, thats how world works. i just hope in one year from now my life would be different i just want to see the new version of me same as her Mau seberat apapun hidup tanpa dia saya harus yakin dan berpegang pada diri sendiri dan berjalan dengan kekuatan yang ada pada saya. There is a proccess that i will passed ahead and that process make me strong day by day. and for her hello i just wanted tell u if i will always love u forever even though u dont about it. there is nothing i want from u instead of u tell me one day if we ditakdirkan untuk bertemu that u happy and u already reach your dreams, yap the dreams that u always tell me. apapun yang kamu lakukan mulai sekarang aku sangat sayang dan bangga sama kamu mia. this is the reminder of me that this day will hurt but there is light at the end of the road and i will see the new me yang udah move on dan become a better person for me and for everyone around me See ya next year WITH LOVE AGUNG