A letter from May 02, 2025

Dear FutureMe, I hope cedrick have stepped out his comfort zone and finally asked you to be his girlfriend— acted like he wants you to be there always not just physically— and put extra effort on making you feel valued and worth it. I hope y'all still together, if not, too bad. You like him that much but still did not work, it's not your fault, or so is his. You did your best on showing your affection and interest, maybe you were not satisfied by the bare minimum he has given you. But that is not his fault, do not ever blame someone that has incomplete and limited interest for you— that's just what makes him, him. And that is okay. I wish he could find someone who would totally be okay with his ways and so do you. Neither have fault . It was just a random meeting full of memories and experience— and be thankful for that. Cedrick, I love you. No matter what, I'll do my best to show how much you mean to me— as a way so that you could see my efforts.. and maybe you would reflect on it.. I'll wait until you go out your way to get me.. officially.. not just by mere words.. If ever.. thank you for everything and I want you to know that I loved you so much.. even if I can't tell right to your face at the moment.