A letter from May 02, 2025

Hey futur me, how are you doing? I hope you got your A-Levels like you wanted and hope you fixed your jealousy issues. You should relax. This year you are experiencing is incredible and i sure hope you'll enjoy every step along the way. How am i right now? - I am doing alright. Today is the 02.05.2025, i will write my math a-level in 7 days exactly and can't seem to focus. I am feeling genuenly bad, because i fail most of the exercises and thus my stress levels rise. And you know how i handle stress. The last few days have been challenging, my addiction is kicking again, i can't manage to get my sleep schedule straight again, i have to pass my driving exam, but my driving is horrible and in general i am just overwhelmed with adult life. And i am afraid. Afraid that the 12 Months will separate me from my closest friends, afraid i won't make, afraid of what comes after this year. Donald Trump is a **** and the world is going nuts, so yeah i am scared of the future. It's starting to get hot here, i am constantly sweating and i am tired. But, let's see the positive side of things. My german exam was amazing, i coded a nice html page with my brother yesterday, i am starting to get the hang of my equipment for BoVa, so yeah june and july are going to be lit. How you are doing well, Cheers