A letter from Apr 30, 2025

Dear FutureMe, I wonder how I'd look and be in a year from today, right now I am still working at crazy boss, will i had taken the risk and played soccer? or am I working as an architecture or at a workshop etc. Do I have my car now? Do I got a gf again? Maybe I already moved out by then. A year from today I would be 19 crazy right.I wonder what happened between me and yk who. Did I go to Lonestar?!?! Have I been able to get closer to God, and strengthen my relationship with God? I hope I haven't drifted apart, but if I did it was most likely because of a girl, and I have fallen into lust once again. If I did, lock in, you cant be repeating the same mistakes that you did with ema. I wish you luck future me, may God be with us from today to when you receive this email. I don't wanna write too much because I have no clue what choices I will do, but I leave it all in Gods hands. I am doing very good right now, I feel like I can finally move on in life as I feel so much better about "her". I pray I continued walking in faith and trusting in His plan.