A letter from Apr 28, 2025

Dear FutureMe, It's yet again me from the past im 18 and I'm really really scared of the future It's thanwia aama i don't know how it's gonna end and I'm scared I'll not get into a good college or get a good grade .مش فاهمه بجد ليه سنه واحده تخلني كده مش عارفة حاجة و خايفة يعني ايه ليه كده ليه الضغط النفسي و الجسدي ده كله انا بجد خايفه كل ده و في الأخير مجبش مجموع انا هنهار انا مش عارفة انا ممكن اكمل حياتي ازاي بعد كده بس ان شاء الله معرفش و أحقق حاجة حلوة و ادخل كليه حلوة . I want my future self to remember that it was a hard year bs somhow we got through it I'll always be grateful.. ahh and we've lost people that we planned a future with bs it was all for the best god knew they didn't love you god knew everything so he choose what's good for me even if i didn't see it in the beginning i now do see why that had to happen I'm sorry to my future self if we didn't get into "that" college but i do hope we are doing good in whatever we're at Enjoy yourself and work and get money and buy all that **** you didn't get to buy okayyy i truly love you ❤️