A letter from April 21st, 2025

Dear Future me,if you see this on your 21st birthday I'm beyond proud of you. Our baby would be so proud of you, he or she also starts school this year. unfortunately you won't be able to experience that since they left to heaven at 5 weeks pregnant. you've worked your *** off for what you have now. keep working hard and study a lot in school. You have an amazing boyfriend turning 2 years and 6 months together by tomorrow. crazy how time goes by so fast. you have an amazing and loving boyfriend who loves you and cherishes you. a family that involves you on anything and makes you feel loved. Your childhood wasn't the best. you faced ****** assault 2x, rape 2x a miscarriage, mental health issues, suicide thought and a lot more but it made you strong. it made you the person that you are today. I hope that you have accomplished so much but your 21st birthday. last year it did not start good but you did the best you could and that's all that matters. I love you Jocelyn and so does all the family that have supported you and your baby that watches over you from heaven.