A letter from Apr 21, 2025

Dear FutureMe, April 21 I dream about my home my dear home where I grow up in my dream I was just waking up and felt like I was in the home but when I realized it was just my bed in here I missed that dream very clearly the 3 second happiness the touch of my mother I miss my dear home my bed my people soo desperately there is not a single day i didn't missed home so be productive don't be swapped away by emotions and be happy especially the 18 year old you did survive I was also trying to so I know you definitely cann .I miss Ani kanxi mam but for their sake I have to keep missing them right okay happy belated birthday be happy always be proud and don't afraid to ask for help and I know you can do ittt fighting because 18 year can do which means you definitely can I have this last question do you miss home when I was 20?