A letter from April 20th, 2025

Dear FutureMe, right sunday 20th april. tiring day js got back from wdw and universal studios from florida what like uhm three days ago friday yea thats three days anyways. it was epic saw lots of boys. but cl a big thing for me i feel like is im getting too stressed out abt "not having a bf" like "not having someone there" and i think for a bit of the trip i focused on that too much cos i was like wait "i wanna have my first kiss on this trip cos ill never see them again". tbf if it was any other trip maybe but like tbis was different we were constantly moving around, very active and so i didnt really get to engage or chat with anyone as we didnt stay in tbe same place for very long or even go back to the place where we were. i also feel like its kinda akws asking for someones snap or number while your family are litch say right behind you, your dad will embarass you your mum will ask you loads of questions and your sister will bully you and most likely him for years to come - if there even are any years most likely days. ans it wasnt really like there would have been any chance to see them or catch up with them again cos like your constantly visiting new places and experiencing florida for the first time and america even so its gonna be epic and your family and "you are MEANT" to be more focused on tat aspect of the trip. anyways like i think i need to js get into the mindset that having a bf shld t be my main goal in lice making memories shld be and that needs to be put into perspective, tbf with mocs coming up for year ten i have a feeling it will be necause i wont focus on a ything other than that. anyways bae love you loads keep loving yourself and wear that push up bra if you want to. you are gonna ******* ace your gsces so dont worry and have the best night ever at prom go all out and aear that fancy arse dress you saw at macys nyc millenia mall with mum giving tyla and joanne. anywas love you ***** meep staying ****** maah xx