A letter from April 19th, 2025

Dear FutureMe,Ahhh I’m so annoyed this is my third try bc I was doing it on the gmail safari and every time I tabled out my writing disappears. So I’m on the real browser now. Anyway let me reiterate. Times are tough and I’m hanging in there. We still are homeless but now we have hope of a more permanent house in Harrogate. I think we should make it a thing that we use the prompts they give.
Prompt: explain a recent relationship development with someone.
I was thinking of Logan. I have spent the last two nights up late chatting with him. He was telling all sorts of inappropriate things as usual, but I felt it was different. He is really struggle with lots of thing and I managed to have a serious conversation with him and helped him. He said he respects the **** out of me bc I put my opinions aside and gave him advice based on the bible. This also let me to be more bold. I also love his willingness  to write about me. When I asked how him and possibly others see me, he gave a decent answer and put though and a few minutes of time which I really appreciate. This is what he wrote: I see you as different. But that I mean outgoing, adventurous. You're not one to conform purely because that's the norm and you want to be as far away from that as possible.You think life is for the taking, so you do exactly that and take it. But as you're smart you're skeptical about taking a leap too big, because A.You'll either regret your decision later and the gap is too far to jump back, or B. You don't feel you can take the jump.
I think u can tell he was holding back bc he didn’t know the extent of how I would react if he critiqued me. But I’m still grateful and wrote one for him too. I decided to be more deep into what I thought and I think he appreciated it and if he knew I would write that he would probably have been more bold. 
I also don’t understand how anyone can be such a bad Christian. Is it rlly that hard to not go around ******* everyone. But hey ho. I’m so happy about this new depth in our frindship .
Best regards