A letter from Apr 14, 2025

Hello hello! Happy Birthday, me! It is April 14th, 2025. My chosen name is Alec, though all my friends (that haven't left) call me by my instagram handle (you know what it is, cringelord. Its literally just your ******* nickname.) My pronouns are He/They, my favourite colour is Crimson, and my hyperfixation since about november 2024 has been a zesty cartoon triangle by the name of Bill Cipher. How do you feel about him now? Okay that maybe won't be that important then but IT IS NOW Mina left us, J left us, Max left us. Otto didn't visit for the summer. **** aint any ******* better here. We're moving again! Dont know where and dont know when (BILL REFERENCE) but we are, when I get into highschool that's the city we will move to. ..atleast mom and I will. Your sister lives in N****** now. As I'm writing this, we are supposed to go visit her tomorrow after school (via train) and stay there a few days since it's a break, after which we will spend time with our now real-life best friend- Sofija! The red haired one- honestly I know this is super ******* weird and stupid because she's 3 years older than us and that makes her 18 but I think I love her, she's just so nice and everything and makes me feel free! Oh well. You have a self harm problem, like a serious one. Is that better now? Right now, your legs are absolutely destroyed. Thighs and inner ankles.. also your right hip. You made out with someone on accident because you both got accidentally drunk in the middle of nowhere and now you can't stop wishing it lasted longer and/or that you're in a relationship. You think you'd have the courage to kiss someone, but that can't be known. Nobody to kiss. Nobody to hold. Nobody to love. You love poetry and your grades are good only because you cheat on everything. You WILL learn for the finals, though. We have to, you ***. Your favourite artist is Will Wood! (AAAAAARGHHHHHHH I LOVE HIM SO MUCH OMG OMG I ******* LOVE HIM) Current favourites include: Mr.Capgras encounters a secondhand vanity: Tulpmancer's propagnosia/paraedolia (As direct result of trauma); I/Me/Myself (2018 live studio demo); Cicada Days; Blackboxwarrior-OKULTRA; Suburbia overture/ greetings from Mary Bell township!/ (Vampire) Culture/ love me, normally. Your first favourite was Laplace's angel, as the first song you heard from him! Still a ******* banger Yeah that's a long ******* list and I probably messed up some of the names haha please **** me PLEASEEE TELL ME YOU STILL LOVE HIM 💔 (meme) You have an energy drink addiction. Ultra strawberry dreams monster is here! That's your favourite, and the next one after that is the doctor. You crave physical touch but are afraid of contact or getting close. I swear to whatever god is out there IF YOUR *** STILL HAS THIS ******* MULLET I AM GOING TO GET DRUNK AND CRY FOR BEING MYSELF. Well I don't know if you're going to do that. Right now, I would. PLEASE GET A BINDER I'M GOING TO ******* DIE I HATE LOOKING LIKE THIS GET YOUR EARS PIERCED ISTG AND STOP DAYDREAMING TO EVERY SONG, IT'S RUINING YOUR LIFE, JUST ENJOY THE MUSIC, NOT EVERYTHING IS ABOUT YOUR CRINGE OC AND HER STUPID ******* BOYFRIEND. Okay sorry for the crashout We need therapy Oh well, (WELL WELL WELL, THAT WON'T HOLD WATER) (I'm sorry) this time I actually hope we make it to 16. Can't ******* wait to cringe at this. Happy 16th Birthday, please take care of yourself. And because I know you need it, I love you and I'm proud of you. Also what the **** is this. Why are we like this. -14.04.2025. Alec. GET A GIRLFRIEND, NERD