A letter from April 13th, 2025

Dear FutureMe,Hopefully if i did my math correctly, i will be receiving this on my 26th birthday. I’m 18 as of right now but i am almost legal!! Right now i am living in Grand Forks with my dad, cloud and Cyrus (and Suki!) who is about 6 months old at the time of writing this. I’m about 1 month in to my job at Bron and Sons. By the time i receive this letter i really hope i have my life figured out. Because right now i have no clue to what i am doing with my life. I don’t even know if i am moving back to Kelowna or not. But the future scares me a lot. 
More specifically, my goals i would like to reach by the time i am 26 are - Have my license - Be living on my own or a roommate (just be out of dads house)- Still working a well paying job- Gone to therapy and be diagnosed - Possibly be in or looking into going back to school (?)- Either be happy and single or happy in a loving and healthy relationship 
A question i really want to ask but feel kinda weird asking, is how do things with Dawson work out? What happens with him? He’s all i think about right now. The guy is making me drive myself crazy. 
Anyways, i’m really tired and i’m struggling to figure out what else to say. I hope you are doing well and i love you so so much. You have been through many many obstacles in life, and i am sure there are more to come but we will survive. It’s better to feel pain than nothing at all.