A letter from Apr 12, 2025

Dear FutureMe, I'm William Zhang, you can call me Bill Trịnh for now. In this time (first chinese class) I have fell in love with a teacher, her name is Linh Phuong. Its kinda weird, right?! I make poem for her, but do not show her. Maybe i'm scared, or my brain say that: "don't do it" . I don't want to come out, im being "giày vò-ed" bye her. I was overthinkin so much, i love her, i'm so depressing. Maybe she hates me?!!? Ilove her, i don't want to connect that "love" relationship for too long, like only 2years. Maybe i'm a little risky and selfish, but my sanity is not that strong. My mental health is weak as hell, I need someone I can give a true love to them, I will live a life that so peaceful there. Dream it like its a bunch of flowers. I need a pole to stand still, a stick to still standing. If i got her to my hug, i will be the strongest man ever on the world. I will stand proud like a big philosopher statue, I will do the best on all thing. I swear to my life that i will burning so hard, longer than ever. I will do 100% power, energertic on every kind of subject or skills. Ofc, everyone have an issue, i need to recharge my energy by a hug, Big Hug, SO SO LOVELY HUGzzzzz, and then i become a man (hypothetically) live without scaring, living like a new student, want to improve, Want to listen, and became the strongest version of my entire life(0-16 yrs old). I will set it up and give her the "love letters" in maybe few more day.