A letter from Apr 09, 2025

Dear FutureMe, hey im writing this while doing samhäll. idk im bored. WHY DID I CHOOSE NATUR. NATUR SUCKS SO ***. BRO IM LIKE PROCRASTINATING EVRYDAY. also like i have a strong feeling im gonna cringe out while reading ts. rn im watching the kdrama under cover high school, i still have like 3 eps left and soumya is forcing me to finish it fast. i also have the källkritik thing for samhäll tmr. i wonder what program ill get to go in during university. i wonder if ill manage to get an C in spanish (IM AT A D RN AND IT SUCKS). also idk i feel like i should study rn but im writing ts. i truly am bored and have nothing to do. i wonder if the future me has more things to do during the day and doesnt feel bored out all the time. i want to like hangout more with my friends but i cant cause of parents. and it sucks cause i talk abt this with my friends everytime like **** like "we should hangout". NEVER ENDS UP HAPPENING. or **** like "lets go on a late night walk". NEVER HAPPENS EITHER cause like dude i have to remind myself everytime that i have strict parents. I WONDER IF THE FUTURE ME MOVES OUT FROM MY PARENTS HOME. I REALLY WNAT TO FOR COLLEGE. I FEEL LIKE I WOULD GET SM MORE FREEDOM FROM THAT AND I ALSO FEEL LIKE THAT WOULD GIVE ME THE CHANCE TO HANGOUT MORE OFTEN W MY FRIENDS. i also wonder if ill find someone new in the future like i js broke up with joanna and idk sometimes i think abt her even tho its been half a yr. ALSO I FOUND OUT FROM MILO TGAT SHE APPARENLY DOESNT WANT TO TALK TO ME AND WILL NEVER UNBLOC ME. also she got a new bf/crush/idk so yeah humbling. but anyways i wonder if i find someone new. DUDE IM CRINGING OUT SM WRITING THIS BUT I FEEL LIKE IT WOULD BE FUN READING THIS AFTER A YEAR OR SO 😭