A letter from Apr 08, 2025

Hey there Big Dawg. Idk why I have been so into that for the last bit. But only like, in my head I don't think I've ever said it out loud. We've been in our heads quite a bit for the last while haven't we? How timely with all the hype for severance going on right now huh? Innies outies all that. Okay I'm not going anywhere with this am I? Lol. This is fun, I like this. I hope you're good man. That's really it. I just hope you're safe, and relatively comfortable and happy. Let me fill you in on where things are at as of Tuesday April 8th 2025, still a weird number of a year man. I doubt 2026 is any less weird, like how is it the future but not?? Idk. Anyway, as of now I'm a little smelly. I should shower but I've been too excited today, cuz I was filling out the paperwork for my mentorship with Ian! Holy **** how was it? Wait did it suck, I really hope not. I doubt it? But I also don't wanna do that thing where I like, assume something is awesome and it turns out to be real bad, but I can't picture it being like BAD, maybe not as hype as I expect but how can a mentorship be BAD. I dunno man you tell me. I wish we could like talk back n forth you know? Wait that would be like time travel, no that would get super weird. Never mind, you just sit there and read on, and pass something on to the next you. Also 28? That's wild huh. I mean I doubt it feels much more different from 27. Oh also, the toronto move thing. That's I guess an exciting wish at this time, looking at some places tomorrow. Who knows one of them could be where you're at right now. Or not, but hey that's cool too! Even being in Oakville would be okay right now, tbh. As long as you're safe and happy dude, honestly. This year has been ROUGH so far, people lost, money lost, business, grades, all that was really something. I know you know that, but maybe not as 'well' as I do. And that's a good thing. I hope it isn't a fresh one as much as it is now, but tbh right now it doesn't feel too fresh either. It is insane how effective eating kinda sorta good, and a little bit of exercise and some okay sleep can do. Guess that's what I needed the most huh? Those habits don't just abruptly leave too which is nice. I don't even know what I'm on about. Anywho man, I'm not gonna be all like omg I hope this happened and I hope that happened, I feel like that's just putting pressure on you, I just hope you're safe and happy, doing things you love to do, and you have at least a few people in your life that bring some level of joy, even if it is just family. 'Just' family really is everything. God we're getting old huh, we're prioritizing family like a god**** boomer. Well hey, if that's the case then so be it, boom away my guy. I'm at my desk right now, Ratcon living room. Lots went down here, and I know it and feel it but not in the way I once did, like a tooth that's been extracted, but I got to keep it yknow? I wonder if Maa still has our baby teeth somewhere, I bet she does. The sun is nice, it's kinda warm but kinda cold too. Wish it was warmer I wanna get back on my daily walks. May 1st babyyy, I'm telling ya. This has no real structure to it does it? Well it don't need to!! Just us buds here. You're my real best friend you know that? We're real good to eachother, and I love that about us. Truly man, I love you so much don't forget it okay? Day one forreal forreal. Okay jaiga Shob kichu thik hoye jabe, akhono, tokhono. Love you dude <3