A letter from Apr 08, 2025

Dear FutureMe, A 30-year-old virgin, feels untrue and controversial with people I know, everyone around me. I feel alone, I have to survive so many judgements on my part, yet I must not be shaken. It hurts everyday unimaginable pain controlling my tears from falling. Theres missing in my life and Dear Future Me, seems like things right now is unreachable and I am questioning everything, my innermost thoughts are full of doubts and self-pity. I lose my confidence. I'm trying to figure it all out, hoping to be in a better place with you