A letter from April 7th, 2025

Dear FutureMe,It’s currently T minus 32 days until my GCSEs start. That’s not worrying at all… right?????? Maths is the only subject I’m worried about failing, but I want to do well in other subjects to make the opps turn in their graves.It’s nearly mine and Cameron’s 9 month anniversary, wow. I feel so greatful and in love with him and I can’t imagine spending my life with anyone else but him. I want to see him grow and flourish and I’ve been really thinking about this recently; I want him to come home to me everyday, I want to cook for him and spend my days with him when I’m old, I want to be the one to raise children with him and wrinkle together. I truly feel so greatful I’ve found my true love, and I know no matter what we’ll work through anything because I know he’s too good to let go. My biggest concerns at the moment : my body, but when has that not been? , my grades and my future - where will I be in 4 years? Will I make it in the fashion industry? Will my grandparents be alive? Will Cameron still be in my life?The idea of the future scares me but I know if I’ve got the same people in my life that I do now, I’ll manage it. Last night I got home from a party with Isobel, Arwen and Cam and we were dancing around listening to music and making pasta after running down the road dancing. It’s only just occurred to me that this is everything I’ve ever wanted. Wonderful friends, an incredible boyfriend and social life of something out of a film, I just know that the same little 10 year old who was writing herself future me letters who spent all day watching American television wouldn’t believe that I’m living a life almost synonymous with her ideas of teenager hood. I’m currently set on the idea of getting a Paramore butterfly tattoo, so hopefully by the time this is being re read that i have got it, also I’m at 12 piercings, I got my eyebrow done about 3 months ago. My next piercing should just be ear piercings and then I think I’m content Wish me luck for results day, and I’ll see you soon.