A letter from Apr 06, 2025

Dear FutureMe, sasagutin ko na si earl bukas. kinakanahan ako at excited at the same time. nalulungkot talaga ako ngayon. gusto ko umiyak pero di ako maiyak. im so worked up by the thought of him leaving. i want to spend every time he has left ngayon dito sa trece pero im too shy to ask. i feel like a fool ngayon. kasi naasa ako na by the time he returns may kami pa rin. i want us to last, i really do. nalalabuan lang talaga ako. it's not like im gonna cheat or do smth unfaithful. it's bc napaka poor talaga ng communication skills ng lalake na yun. i just hope he gets better.