A letter from Apr 04, 2025

Dear FutureMe, hi! life is horrible. I cant even begin to explain what is it. School has just been hell, all of it. ap sem is kinda ******* me, i literally dont even know whats going on with ap world. In bio, i literally dont speak words. idk if its cuz of jude or what but im dead silent basically all of the class. heather put me in therapy. i think its because im just so shut down all the time, and i genuinely hate being in school i think being in that building is what is causing the problem. this winter was horrible, i hate the weather i can not stand 40 degrees any more. its just like….even having to talk to people takes so much out of me now. i don't speak at lunch. i love riding. i think one of my goals for the new year was to be consistently jumping 2 ft and i am! i am showing this year too i'm so excited. life has overall been meh. this spring break, where i quite literally did NOTHING wa sgreat but horrible at the same time. weather was mostly balls. therapy is so kinda annoying i dread going because all she asks me about is being stressed iut with school and why i want to do good, which i like cant wven answer her questions because i dont know whats wrong with me. sos send help! i start working soon and im happy to get money but dreading the idea of having to do customer service AGAINNNN LIKE KMS. minecraft movie js came out! also everyone is hating trump right now because hes defunding a lot of governmental programs. idek whats going on anymore???? like the middle wast conflicte??? no idea. yemen??? NO IDEA. i wonder how we will view his presidency later on, was he goid or horrible? i find it so weird how divided our country is right now. people will get in phsical fights over politics. im not friends wirh lydia, but like i kinda talk to her now. her and avery are so 🤢🤢🤮🤮. i live gabby!!!! she just got oyt of the mental hispital. i cant even believe whats going on, we got so close and then she like disappeared. but shes out now so yay!!! me and bigus are still squad. pls tell me you finally know what he looks like in a year, or atleast his first name. remember getting doxxed by those freaks??? heres some words to bring bacj those memories: glorpish prudence, crackariyah, fermunda. hope you enjoyed that. chessy dih lol. mk thats all for now ill update if i remember anything cyaa