A letter from Apr 02, 2025

Hi younger self, I want to say I'm sorry if I let you down. Sorry, that we believed love would be for us. Sorry, for the things I've put you through and for letting you down. I tried baby girl, I did try and believe people but they just ended up hurting us. You didn't deserve this kind of treatment. I know we always believed that the right person would come and see us for who we are but so far no one did, it's just still me. But, one thing that I can say that you might be proud of despite all of the pain and trauma it made you stronger, might be lonely but every day I'm fighting for you for love that we may never find in other but I'm trying my very best to love myself and enjoy this life regardless if it will only be us. For now, it feels kind of heavy but this too shall pass. I'm sorry and I love you.