A letter from Apr 01, 2025

Dear FutureMe, I just got married 6 days ago. And wow, its been the most interesting experience of my life. People actually care about what I’m doing. They showed up. I wear this little ring around my finger as a representation of my love and commitment to another—- Isaac. Its kind of crazy that I’ve done that at 23. I look at other people who aren’t married and who are older than I and I wonder if they’ll ever get to feel the spark that I did. I don’t really believe in god, but I can say Isaac has changed my perception on life, and definitely for the better. I think faith will carry this relationship, including our consistent commitment to being new everyday. I certainly don’t know everything, I’ll never admit that I’ve got it all figured out. Because I still don’t. All I knew was that I loved him and I was excited to go through with it. I know one day I’m going to feel hurt and he will too. Thats the flow of relationships— good days and bad days and medium days. You just gotta keep coming back. Today I’m bringing my wedding calla lillies to a preservation place in New York. I’m very excited 💕 I have baby fever. Terribly. But no babies right now!