A letter from Mar 31, 2025

Dear Future Me, it's April 1st,2025...I honestly don't know if I'll make it by the end of this year, everything is so hard on my side😭😭 I'm not talking to mum rn,Did we every become ok? it's really depressing each and everyday of my existence,I just feel like maybe if I die I won't feel this sadness in me anymore..if I make it to the time you are reading this which am really hoping for 🙏 😭 I hope everything turned out great for you ,for us...Amen.