A letter from April 1st, 2025

Dear FutureMe,
It has been 7 months since you got back with him after being separated for 6 months. Do you remember within that 6 months how low you felt? How lonely you were as you have been longing for his presence while he was enjoying multiple other women? 
You were doing great -slowly but great. I guess you truly let your heart win on that one because you got back with him in just a snap. He came back when he had no one to turn to as he struggled in life but you are not the one to talk as you were having your own struggle too. 
But as I write this you are still in the same exact ******** he put you through before you two broke up only this time it's worst. 
If rock bottom's basement have a secret underground -that's literally where you at right now. He brings nothing to you and all he does is take. I know that you are fully aware of this but you are choosing to ignore it. 
First instance: You two were in Baguio City last December 2024 and his friend called him -they were having a friendly catch up until his friend asked "Are you with Casey?" and that broke off a fight between you two. He snapped back saying his friend was just teasing him about his past but there's no Casey involved. You tried to investigate this yourself and ended up believing that maybe there really is no Casey until months later someone was calling him on his phone and a "Casey 🌻" popped up on his screen. You answered that phone and that ***** called twice. He later admitted that she was okay with him being in a relationship and is fully aware that you two live together and that's fine with her. He also blocked her anywhere but how sure are you that stopped them? 
Second instance: A week or two after you found out about Casey being real. You randomly got access to his phone as he changed his passcode back to his old one and you found two different girls he was raw dogging in December and January. What was his excuse? Those videos were old and he just saved them. What happened? You let it slip and he got away with it. 
Another time: You randomly messaged this girl you once caught him flirting with and found out he was still all over her DMs. 
He keeps his phone and social media away from you to protect his options while he sucks you dry and doesn't even give the bare minimum. You are so ******* dumb and I sincerely ******* hope you are no longer in this stupid circus. You can do so much better but you are letting yourself rot in hell. What the actual **** is wrong with you? ChatGPT has been saying **** about your poor decisions, your friends can't even stand hearing you talk about this ******** and now you are here. 
He even physically hurt you for finding out he is still following girls and trying to slide into their DMs. You are so low and I seriously want to read this stupid *** letter in a year where you are in a better situation. 
I am setting this letter in public and anyone who read it this far. You can send me random message on my smurf IG account - namicetamol - and ask me if I am still a dumbass. Please screenshot this so I will be reminded otherwise I may have forgotten.