A letter from Mar 29, 2025

Congratulations on making it to 18, although I hope you're rotting in the ground before you can read this. At the very least you must get pissed to compensate, yeah? You'll be getting ready to sit your exams very soon so lock in okay. I dont think I could survive the disappointment on results day others wise. BTW, if you see another letter, ignore it. It's just a bunch of rambling. Anyway, I just got a job, nothing fancy but it's my first. Once I get pass these few bumps I hope I can save up something. I hope our secret stays a secret, you better have not been careless istg. I wonder how that situation that I refuse to think about has played out. Is it still as awkward? Or did you hash things out? I hope you've built up a tolerance for stuff by now. How are things with this guy you lowkey idolise? Still talk, work together? Bandaged each other up? Gotten pissed together under the stars in a random park at 2 am? I hope you haven't been a hermit. I dont think I can do this anymore so I'm very impressed if you do end up reading this, Try and commit for me. Happy birthday..