A letter from March 27th, 2025

Peaceful right?

Hey bestie,
Guess who I'm writing to ask about? You got it! How did you know it was him?? Anyway, I'm assuming he's left for college which means one of a few things:

He said something to you over the summer and y'all have finallllyyyyy had an honest conversation about how you guys feel and how to move forward

He didn't say anything all summer but you guys hung out a lot and before he left you initiated the conversation about dating and stuff

You're heartbroken and alone 🥲

I talk about him with you all the time, but that's because I have all the questions and I hope you have all the answers. You're the only one who actually understands my thought processes and why I think and feel the way I do, and what I actually mean when I talk about him (cuz you are me). I just need you to tell me it's all gonna be okay. Is it gonna be okay? God's got this, right? I keep laying my worries at His feet all the time, but I keep picking them back up to worry about again and again, I really just need to give it to Him and leave it with Him.
hey, I love you. so hard things, do what scared you, and don't let your walls come back up. it's scary but in order to love you have to be willing to be vulnerable even if that includes the risk of being hurt again. God's got you, He's got me, and we're both gonna be just fine. it's just a boy! not the end of the world!
-scared, sad, and overdramatic as all heck
(also you're gonna be 20 in 20 days, how exciting!!)
oooo you should visit him for your bday, how cute would that be?

Epilogue

about 14 hours later

Oh girl you’re gonna be okay I promise you!
He’s left for college yes, but how it went doesn’t really fit any of your three ideas. No...

Orf dgo i i odg nda at whti are adn em we aregnrpip ctotnne is a nht’vae dah weher we hist is tub lpyent dan eavh ttah had fo ,neavrcnioost enhtroa ni trdduaensn with emti elef ti elayrl gatiwni rouppes. Guhn we a lto tou. Obatu but gom sey ,hrcam were’ me it hhaa ,arpli dangti edta uoy he os ,itaw ro’eyu rfmo tye rogtfo he !!gr!!li we idd nto i ot ni ’tnod ialnegmi wtsan says tlka kow!n. .
I od athn hte od lv,oe rws,enas i seom lla ot’dn uyo ubt moer veah vhae. Ma but hree elfe gdo teakn ewhlo smhnto tengris in on yurlt tath ginht sit’ uoy to tihs i teg i. Uyo hrae ubt awit gto litl we eon otn that hugs… owt. Of hritg dan bhto enagrwi hsi won ’mi hat) chiwh esawihrtts nda(. 😏.
Lal sh!!ti ogd be ouy tyr htem kicp vreye steoh ti’s pu k!ay!o ndow ehva woerrsi ot kabc itme peek aognn osde cakb tjsu ygilan. Teh remo mteh ot i!!h!m! uyo will that it emobec to egiv isaere od teh.
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Ye,h eovl oto oyu i. Inebg eevrulnlba nweras id(gno stih ihm…) na ntkih wsa mi’ ays, stginh, reasdc wtah githm to adn twih ogiklno rof dahr be i oticsen agysni i.
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Odt’n uoy twan is lla ihm for my to oh eesngi aytillrel btceleera i wyro,r baytidhr. .
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Ugohht rdrimavoeact dogs’ esf-a adn as still ni ursece echk l,nap 😂 lal.

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