A letter from Mar 25, 2025

Good morning, jomari it's me cassie. it’s been two days since i decided to move on, but it hurts—so much yk. my heart feels like it’s turning to ashes after finding out that there’s already someone else. that’s why i stopped. i would have begged until i had nothing left if it meant you’d come back to me, but i’ve realized there’s no more chance. by the time you receive this, maybe 1 years will have passed. maybe you’ll have a girlfriend na maybe you won’t even remember me anymore. i don’t know if you’ll ever see this, but if you do... you once told me that i could move on—hah, nakakatawa ah. i wish you had just told me from the start that there was already someone else na :> papalayain kita basta ikakasaya mo yk(nagseselos ako akkkk kahit di naman naging tayo temporary happiness ba) you know, i had a feeling. my instincts told me something was off, but i ignored them and now, here i am, trying to accept everything, even though it hurts like hell. mornings and nights are the hardest. i try not to think about you, but no matter how much i force myself, my heart still screams your name. my mind has accepted it, but my heart? it's shattered. maybe it’s because you were my first LOVE even if to you, i was just an infatuation. i deleted all my accounts where you were present because if i didn’t, i knew i would never be able to move on. but even that doesn’t erase the pain. especially knowing you’re happy with someone else. my biggest regret is not cherishing you enough when i had the chance. do you know that? i also stopped schooling since february 17, 2025 i never told you because i wasn’t allowed to(nahiya ako e), but yeah... i’ll study again next sy irreg na ako june ata or april and ano i’m choosing between tourism and psychology. i’m sorry for not reaching out, and honestly, i have no idea what’s happened in your life now. by the time you read this, it’ll probably be 2026 or 2027. will you still remember me? please don’t be mad if this annoys you. i just wanted to check on you. are you okay? how have you been? i miss you so much. i saw that you unfollowed me. i guess it’s better that way. i won’t open my old accounts anymore because seeing your name would just break me all over again. so, i’m writing this instead, just to let everything out—because i miss you. how’s johan? how are maui and dogie? are they doing okay? do you ever feel lonely? if you do, please remember to pray. don’t overwork yourself. take breaks sometimes. by now, you’re probably in your second or third year of college. hah time flies, doesn’t it? i’ve been forcing myself to stay offline because seeing anything about you makes it even harder to move forward. but the truth is, i’m struggling. i can barely eat. i don’t enjoy the things i used to love. since you left, everything feels empty. i should have made the most of the time we had. other guys have come into my life, but no matter what, i still see you in them. and sadly, you didn’t feel the same. maybe loving me drained you. maybe i was too much. and i’m sorry if knowing me made you love me less. it’s been two days since i cut ties and decided to move on. two days of trying to let go of something that still feels so real. but no matter what happens, you’ll always have a place in my heart. leaving you like this feels like tearing myself apart, but what else can i do? all i can do now is watch from afar. take care, okay? even if you never read this, even if you forget me completely... i just hope you’re happy. 03/26/2025 7:08AM —cassie ar FutureMe,