A letter from Mar 25, 2025

Dear FutureMe, 25/03/2025 I know I'm the biggest ***** ever but I miss him SO much, I can´t stop thinking about what could have happened between us if I didn't care so much about what others thought. I truly feel like he could have been the love of my life and I let him go because I wasn't ready to accept that I liked him, so I became the biggest ***** ever and laughed at him with my friends. I really wish I could go back and change the past but I can't, and now he's with another girl and I am not going to say anything because it's too late. Now he's finally happy after I messed with him for two years and he won't even talk to me, and the worst thing is that I can't blame him, I wouldn't talk to me either after what I put him through, I was the worst and I regret it so much. And now I'm talking with a new guy too, but just because they share the same name so it brings me some kind of weird comfort. And the girl that he's talking to has basically the same name as me, she's just missing the first letter. And while I'm writing this they are both active on instagram talking to each other, so it's even more painful. I thought that I would never like the guy, and now I'm crying because he's with someone else and we didn't even kiss. So Celia, if you're reading this, please always go for it. Sometimes it will be good and sometimes bad, but the regret of doing nothing is way worse than the regret of doing it. Don't wait so long, because they are not going to wait either. Please always go for it, this has already happened with two guys, don't let it be three. Just remember that you spent two years obsessed with each guy and you couldn't even admit it to yourself. And they were the only ones who truly treated you right.