A letter from Mar 25, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Today's an unhappy day. Maybe it's the luteal maybe it's the husband. Are you still together? He loves me, no doubt, but is that enough. He tries to spoil me but. What about what I ask and beg for ? I just want to talk. I want us to communicate and be vulnerable with each other. I still catch his old lies. Did he ever grow a pair and talk things out? I do love him, and I miss him when he's away. I wish he would seek therapy. He's miserable, he's depressed. We have barely any emotional or physical intimacy. I miss what he led me to believe we were. It's not all bad tho. We're great friends and roommates tho haha. The rare *** is incredible. I don't have a job yet. I should apply again once I renew my licence. Hopefully I'll enjoy it again soon. Do I have new friends? Did I find my spark again? It's a lot better now thankfully. I do feel much better about myself. Trying to be in my feminine. How's the family? Did the brother move to a better place? Is he MARRIED?! We're a whole family who needs therapy haha. ARE YOU PREGGERS?! Okay take care don't forget what you are !!!!!