A letter from Mar 22, 2025

Dear FutureMe, What the actual ****. What was past me thinking. How did I go to college for 4 years without a clue in the world of what I wanted to do post college. I mean I got a degree thats kind of useless and right now while I have one of my dream jobs I have no way to grow from this point. Working at Disneyland part time is not sustainable and while it makes me happy I need a career that is going to last and help me take care of myself financially. I have no idea what Im going to do. I have inklings. I have always been good with kids and I actively want to work with kids. Right now I am leaning towards Early Childhood Education. But also recently I have been feeling like I want to work in medicine. As a nurse or child life specialist or OBG or something. So what do I do next. I have a Sociology degree that im not using. I love theater but I don't have the work ethic. I do not know whats next for me and thats scary. Lauren moved out in January and this is pushing me to ask some hard questions. Im living with Megan now and dating Katelyn currently. But Future me, please let it get better. I want to be successful, I want to help others and I want to be able to take care of myself.