A letter from Mar 20, 2025

Dear FutureMe, have we figured anything out? are we still medicated? I hope you're still alive and fighting. I hope we feel normal soon. I'm so tired of feeling like this. It's so draining to constantly fight to stay alive. we have 3 piercings right now. 2 on left ear and 1 on the right. we only have one tattoo and it's that stupid N on Ur hip. I hope you've dropped john by now. I can't figure out how to leave him at this point in time. we still have a small crush on drew. My self harm is so horrible. I'm covered in scars and I feel so ugly. I wish I could feel normal. I don't want to die but I'm so tired of living. I want to feel better. I want someone to love me for me instead of my body. I hope we finally have someone who wants us for us. I want to be taken care of and loved. I miss my sister. I hope she comes to see us again. Our favorite song right now is I don't love you by MCR. our favorite colour is black. We dress alternatively. hopefully this doesn't scare you too much because you forgot you wrote it