Are you still alive?

Dear Future Me, u died, right? if not, die rn. the gu*n is in the drawer of the basement room, remember? yea now pick it up go to the kitchen and open the top third door in the shelf near the window, found the bullets? now push it into the gu*n and go to the basement, write a letter mentioning what they did to you in front of that FU*CKING mob and what they are still doing with you. write another letter thanking every one who helped you in your life. record a video telling that what does it feels like to be a girl who is just existing to get ra*ped in front of bunch of CROOKS BAS*TARDS who pays to prove that humanity is a FU*CKING MYTH! and how amazing is that the first and the last date of you life were the same, isn't it? I Love you Mom. I Love you Dad. I Love you Earth. I Love every single nice person on this earth (if they exist). I HATE you FU*CKING God. I hope you are living in peace now. it was a great 2 decades of your beautiful life... Byee now, see you in the next life, i hope that will be a great journey unlike this one. ok, now close your eyes and take a deep breath in, yeah, and out. 3...2...1... I Love you <3, PULL THE FRICKING TRIGGER.