A letter from Feb 06, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Hey! Life's been tough but i realized that this was the life that i prayed for, years ago. I grew up just like how the young us wished to become, am gonna be 18 this year on May 13th! yup it's leik rlly crazy how fast the time ticks but yk time is a thing that can't be stopped. So, how's life as an official adult? i hope it's not the most scary part leik js how i've imagined. By the way hmm do we still like to read books? leik mystery stuff? hmm do we still like documentaries? hmm do we still leik oldiee goldiee songs? can we control our mood now? does our faith can move mountains now? hmm did our style of clothing evolved or leik we still leik baggy ones? Did u find some evidence which proves that blackhole might be a portal to another dimention? Did you find something that can prove ur thougths about bigbang? leik 'what if the bigbang isn't the beginning of our universe but the end of the previous universe that existed' andd ohh, how's the fam? our siblings? What are we working to become now? what is the course that we're currently studying? I'm sorry tho if our astronomical dream won't be possible. Mama and papa doesn't have that enough money to achieve the tuition fee and all but well, we have a bunch of love and support from them and that's bigger than thousands or millions of money! So, we better make sure that we will never give any burdens to them. Also, u have to remember our main goal that we should avoid putting them in a situation where there won't be any foods in their table. Worst case scenario is that one of the state university that can help me get my second course option won't avail any engineering courses for free starting this year. It hurts me yes, because thazz the only chance but then it was suddenly gone. Now i dunno what course i want to take but i'm hoping that i will choose the right path for myself. I hope i can provide my family's needs soon and, of course, i hope i will make them proud.