A letter from Mar 16, 2025

Dear FutureMe, I'm writing to you at Sue's place. Life as I know it is changing. But for the better. For some reason that I know, or more importantly, I've decided things should change. I think I see how I stand in my own way, and I can't do that to myself anymore. It's weird to feel this way. In the last letter I mentioned that quote in Industry, about how I shouldn't spend my life chasing an external recognition, and I will still stay the same regardless of that. I think this apply to more than I previously thought it does. Yesterday I was watching Jon and Kevin plays 2K, and Jon talked about wins and losses don't change who you are. Maybe the path to emotional stability is to care but take nothing personally, in a sense that regardless of how other people get by, your life is your own. and no matter how many company you have by your side, you still have to live with yourself. May I be a good student of myself. Live and let live. I think it's the major lesson for this year, or half of this year. Hopefully this serves as a reminder of this lesson to you. I hope you enjoyed your summer. I hope you can find the means to take care of yourself. It is long overdue. Keep yourself leveled. Repect other people's journey in a way of neither superior to yourself or inferior. Knowing those feelings all come from the inside, and give yourself a space for it so you don't have to demand it or impose it from else where. Respect the change. And knowing that you don't have to be carried away by the current. Be steadfast. Knowing that I'm in awe of what you are.