A letter from March 18th, 2025

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Here’s the updated version with the added question:
To my dear self,
Here I am, writing to you now, filled with the hope that you find some peace in these words that I am searching for. Perhaps you’ve gone through experiences and events that I can’t imagine yet — new people, new discoveries, shifting concepts, and a deeper understanding of your life and yourself. Through all these changes, I know for certain that the kind and pure spirit inside you has not changed.
The days pass quickly, and we are now in the 18th day of Ramadan. I am now focusing on dedicating more time to taking care of your soul, and I ask Allah in every step that you are in a better state. I never stop praying for you because this is the highest level of love.
Tell me, how are you? How is your family? How are your father, mother, and siblings? Do you still feel that life without a sister is just a part of your journey, or do you miss having a supportive sister? How are your grandparents, your uncles, and aunts? Are you still the light that supports and the spark of hope in everyone you meet?
Do you still love me despite my mistakes? Do you still embrace every little detail of my life, accept me with love, and hold me close even in my worst moments? Do you still find peace in being alone with yourself as I do from time to time, protecting your feelings? Do you still remember that you are the purest soul I’ve ever met? And whenever we reflect on your thoughts, does it restore hope that this world still holds beauty?
Are you keeping up with your prayers? Have we overcome anxiety and started to heal together? Do you still love me, despite everything? I truly hope so. Have you learned how to handle the emotional ups and downs I go through? And do you still believe that something beautiful is on the way? Have you managed to turn the concept that “life is not worth stressing over” into a lifestyle?
What about the body you’ve always dreamed of? Have we achieved it? If yes, I’m truly grateful. If not, that’s okay. I know we’ll get there in time. What about relationships? Have we found a friend to hang out with, someone we enjoy spending time with without realizing how quickly the time passes? Do you still consider me the most important person in your life?
Do you still appreciate the little moments? Do you still pray for everyone you see in an ambulance, wishing them healing and well-being? Does cinnamon rolls still bring you joy when baking them? Are you still passionate about the kitchen, art, and learning? By the way, have we improved our English? Have we learned some phrases in Italian?
Lastly, have you stayed true to your unique way of expressing yourself, without limiting yourself to any particular language or accent? Do you still feel like you are a beautiful mix of cultures and creativity?
What about organizing your daily life? Have you accepted the nature of ADHD and found balance in managing your tasks? Do you still express yourself freely and enjoy talking and connecting? And what about the camera we wanted? Have you started using it to capture our precious moments?
Do you still believe that nothing is impossible?
I apologize if I’ve written a lot, but I couldn’t wait to hear from you and know how you’ve grown and developed. I love you so much and I hope I’ve always lived up to your expectations.
With all my love,
  • Your younger self .

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