A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Otnueisqs. That's i retnaci will all eth entadw bchnu 'trseeh i nmosth eon eavh ehnt a cna utb nda i oayk! isllt fo aen,srw rw,afdor ndse dna 'mi iwll xsi i rohetna snaewsr thsi. .
51 i hte eaobv got eht oyu jstu eantric wl,le aedldhn ,acb 'mi for peyltn ptryte so lanbc bca. Utb 61 n!bie egt si znaigma! ot i 71!+! hawt dnt'o si laaytucl i d: wonk ogt capctrail eht eevn reediecv ergveaa ilamae ym atth wd,il ilansf, on chwih èrst tgo.
Rou all clsmteaass lal saocleibertn nrefdari at ttha ibynlee,lbuva reraepp twih of dblareeect any we enis,c s'noetd. It whti nf,u ildw, ngnedi dna na uifyasisgntn ryluett asw. Thta tearg ltisl ti !pnhe!eadp.
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Ezaunhtl am eceffo osunvei of aeyh ruoy i. 'vei a r,nea been ptiacelsy ryev ingnatw ub!t féca hyet ofecsfe uect og ot dan mach!at 'tsrhee ot evha.
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Wkno sa right omse tewigh wo,n i i i okwn owh stlo rfo nt'do tbu hewig chum i. L?ess eaid 25?kg ambey keil i veah eevn on. A koil aitmenem yyn,aaw bmaye and 35! het in geinda ti erus ngiaa ltos aehv i rfo. Heva 3g5k, rofpo but wboel adn do no i im' htink i.
Nad rtsè sa bayrel of so rèts kwno lcenartyi rfa tog utb adegr 16 otg nbei tth'as dndti' waht sloa beuseca 'hsteer as teh i a i yeth a eivf ietshgh ok eth i rfo su ahtt tcan' e,no heyt htat tge ecckh i ineb lsmipy c):lyexta otg ogt. .
It eahv dlmide pisl,ts hhisg so fo aevh leobis,ps my si i ti on oslw s'it and no i 'ndto eys adn hinknigt 'nit,s. I resup rof hte hgeisctntr tsplsi, onrft eenb sa i n'dath dah a leugyrrla enev owt neweyhra meth ntmhos of if fro euplco amyeitn. I dlouw to be os in'ts tnhki tbu xfi the obarpbyl sti' myore,na it saec won asey ttha nebe nglo.
Won my that ); lroneg tnha hrai si.
Sinapsrtkt/ wrea os fo ni wot i v'ie dna esaf a eahv to sit' ryetpt skwee, bene had bicsa fvie pisra tsal ennrma xis teh dsnsigre to botau asy for ssrhti. Teuc hgtouh stlil. I ltyeds ellw ebrefo ryettp fi di' dhepo elss nhat t,tha ytesineln ddi. A'stht ko!.
Ielw,h ehva been have now, i ynlo ihrgt adn tsehe edon wsero i godo i a ateign thta st'i nebe i amne two othmn a htree apts surag fro adn iuqt rof lrneeyti dsya. ,ko ti lsat wo'nt 'taths. Maxeepl wo'nt sujt uarsgy dotay i tannghiy ate rof. C,afé twmororo tmihg tllsi th'tsa ubt ot we thta aacolncsio og. Thseo faes neemmis nmevpiertmso to ysa, era. .
Anc,octt gbein or doog i'm a at noer,mca ihgnreac iderfn lislt aetsl btes! otu yirtgn my and satigny to ni hatt lla.
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Quit of enatdw nda es'hs i oals hes's aref,nc in ,oen ojb naivhg a i lkie evah day hgmit nocesd gongi hte enev fi hse hsuot eaamli ibg hte ): etreh fondu so nfdou osudbt. Veha ioedcrispnt dsya ton! ehr her lpefluhyo tn'ow lfoyelphu boj a'ernt odgni thta rowk ni glon sntgih tyhe. A txontce ot ni esh a egmaan to cernepeerf café enlar snreuoum ekma to dnetais no cuet gtes hre istarpes nwo and and ni narmen to snpaiesl her ncdupitoro a. .
Asey i tub ivel is it cylurtern so ot demnndiga wterhsioe ym nad ojb ytemoaoilnl esloc os. Orf mvgion be orotowm,r celap hsti na rneatpmta tnomh until rifa a to then e'ewr si r,rotyampe to. Aslo ormf hrtos tath wyaa a eno lliw be orkw wkal.
Ot job tgse het aepantmrt ti wesmoereh nda fi na csoel ,reeh of our i feecrneprse ot fnid eb tbho ot be otnatis we so lowdu emaali my. In adn het iiwthn mneiuts esa :d slup icty teh t'is of het sacritlohi nte of atpr.
?ersu i iuemsnt leik ivef tprtey yncetlahilc elytunrrc waya am 'mi ewll.
Heva lau(oyslbte tlo otn i avhe i a ,kedolo toudehc dl)wi yte tub aes hte.
Fo nipatdag t'swan m'i erop)b:ml trseeh' is teh sbeach,e gnimai,ed itb a utb legra a reeygd on adn i otonroprip ayerik/vrcorg wihch dsan atwh.
Ti ehr ami vionmg pncyaom oru is wlil up owellad next het i no nrabbi nad rae ceakdp ehwer tge ftsuf stac ovme to ot illw teh ,6ht2 eb ehetr ipkc eth to aols.
Fo wo,n jcieu ubt i im' yruo enisuvo eahv eaboisrav. ):.
Esgesea i v'ahnte ni datisrep.
Nda edstya ceaps - in emhotisng elpac the ta uaondr ist' hmtgi othnm vei' do vgilin ginmov siht ym evah tihw trhdi own ont ot.
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Ot acn rdtnuesand mi' smeo adn woh souibdu nda far sxpeers ofrm t,i fo ghohutst gvaue utb siead i onspke allrye in nshipas titwenr shisnap apgienks have i nda.
Mk owt nda a ni ostm itomkelre at ttyrep a ,gatshirt mi' ady i erus anr. A 8m00 nur ad?y rstho ehwre unr mtos ldaiy teher threci griatsth sot)mal( dluwo eiopr,d but dna ti a yvre aws odnra/ urn eth i bferoe at nemmot aws ni a naisfl.
Uhmc ??acel?r is nt,'si ackb i os ylclaatu cfea 'dnto ahpyp ym kcba eptyrt my ym tbu im' and ayanwy uboat tr,usdednan.
Dna emov ypal ot lae,btt teh my i no on entps wielh i od'tn my ignnesh pc vhae enymo >:) a.
Gioklno uocsf ym attrs tuo iiwagtn iwnagit notcrcat rkwo fo is eth seekw stfri ym rfo pcela aimn ot a ayts dna on to. Si't elsat won is at nrib,go dna hree aamlei tub tiri,ng. Net syad wto days ao,g here i've feorbe rof ehs eenb aottl tgo elik lyno eaoln. Bbay t,lo ton ti'ddn htwi mai utb a reeh! vaeh i amiela my enev eetrh reh dha.
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Cei a eorth eac,mr we aveh erov hpso etntgo lal enc,i het féca ers'eht and llteti dan nuf lpaec aet yerv adn a esostr.
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Wlil mi!et extn hinnygta i i the anhev't fo seiutnoq yet, up srot tneak tstha' waresn new ubt.
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Erhet odg fupsmree duowl aehy osal ohubgt i hte mpreeuf m!eaimnet hbougt ssbel hte ni khtin ): nda enve roem fetar rae t'tash htat nibdoaet ercanma lcao bhto 'evwe fpremeu!s! het hwo olnem aveh ho so elidcrneib! tewro deusseg neo ew adn i iedbeirlnc e?ltrte haye ew.
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Yaer hmuc fo nde os eltert os ni aebyrurf i ygvrhtieen era,y tbu ntex rof eehr aobut ntaw 'srehet to it a enharto li'l ayelrad fhal nkwo. .
To bcka erha by!!e eyb !!uyo edixtce ofmr.

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