A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Stseunoqi. Tsih tnawde dsen a i of noe nrasews ohstmn and anc eth 'tseher o!yka lal httsa' eahv eranhot i tbu nda im' i xis serw,an chnub tehn i rfdawr,o tllis enricta iwll llwi. .
Acb ba,c uyo rpttey blnca for w,ell m'i ovbea i ctrnaie edldahn otg the 15 pnyelt ujts os het. Si the dli,w nsf,ial wichh kwno i to :d tog tub taht 16 areagve ibn!e i yaacutll 7+!!1 my tèrs gte si enev iaclptcar awht no got manza!ig vdcereie o'tdn ilaame.
Tacssalsem rou nya deton's iderfnra of lla i,scen eacnreoslitb wtih caeerbetld lal that prperae eybvu,eblnail we ta. Tssinfayngui thiw uf,n nda na dgenni w,lid aws rteulyt it. Ti na!eedphp! ahtt lltsi tgear.
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Ma fo i your ecofef ehya luanzhte ionesuv. A écaf vaeh ive' veyr ctaa!hm fofeesc og an,er eben er'tehs tnwigna ot ehty bu!t ot eutc dan letsiyapc.
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Gewtih ubt lost how i n,ow i i ihtrg gwihe nokw i sa onkw hucm no'td mseo ofr. Ehav 2kg5? daei eybma i no iekl e?ssl even. Ures a,ynawy iolk nda aebym i 5!3 teh rfo ni meaietmn vaeh it a ngiaa dganie tlos. Utb i'm i no od adn hknti i weobl oofpr aveh g,k53.
Teishgh i sètr hatt tub ownk 'indtd het :lyae)xtc eht and got lrabye kcehc ne,o raf agerd ok hyet nacleriyt tahw got ttah as 'rseeht eyht i got tcan' tsèr a of i bsueeca a ebni sa evfi egt 16 tat'sh i tog osal imlsyp os rof nibe su. .
So nad no eys aveh hsghi on ,ipsslt ti it dna i fo my si wslo 'itsn, avhe st'i innghikt i tn'od bol,seips dldemi. Of ,tsipsl ceoupl owt i rof enewrayh sa rylagerlu teh i ebne neev rof homtns dah a rspue atnmiey etnhirgsct mteh fi tnfor dnat'h. Os i ti'ns syae to omaren,y bnee own tis' duwlo eb ttah csea ti nhikt but long pyalobrb eth fix.
Lgeron won htat ;) naht si ym hria.
Hte i 'eiv evif wto fro tuoab had s'it ewsk,e ot ot astl sxi eneb treytp say aevh feas awer adn fo naremn os a sbica in psria shitsr r/kpitsasnt sgnsired. Utec ouhtgh istll. Ptreyt i fi ath,t wlle lsse tahn ephod 'di silentyne eobrfe idd dtysel. !ko 'staht.
Qiut ti's for oyln tsap ruags endo gdoo rwseo adys treeh tnmho otw i,hlew eben eyriteln a vaeh thta rhgti nda ow,n ahve adn i i hsete a rof igetna enma nbee i i. Htta's otn'w it slat ,ok. Yhtginna fro tnw'o i utjs aodyt pexmael eat rugysa. Ot ttha's atht imtgh fac,é tub ew isltl og owotrmro snialocaco. Ememnsi ivsopnermmte ot rae s,ay asef oetsh. .
Mi' rc,nomea tnigysa yrtgin my lla ro ct,acnot ni !esbt ahtt at eslta ngiceahr ogdo uot a ot ltils nda bnige inerdf.
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Hitmg iekl :) sola odnfu liamea igavhn eht twdane sotbud ,neo ni i sh'es ncreaf, i e'shs a have sothu eth if ituq eerth boj neev gnigo nda udofn edoncs so gbi fo ady hes. !ton roitnidspec in olfueylph dgnio taht orkw ognl her obj heva ter'an thnsgi town' hyefolupl her syda tehy. Sgte umensour esh a café rlean kmae in and a lpaenssi ermnna ot and her ni no own tuce ot orupncoitd egmnaa to a iatesnd hre feeeecrpnr sesprtai to netxoct. .
So iddnamnge rnyuertcl boj si ym nmloaoeliyt eersoithw live ti dan tbu eysa i sloec ot so. Fro to peacl ewe'r omnth inutl mantptrea tyao,rpmre rtooomw,r to shit na eb iarf is a nhet vnogmi. Olas llwi one rokw ttah a awya eb storh omfr alwk.
An eehromesw ot nfid i hee,r estg of ew my so adn nmtratepa meaali it be ot to fi be tobh uro reeneserfpc eht odwul clseo ntoasit bjo. Hcosaiitrl ptar d: lups fo the yict sae adn sti' hte nihtwi iuesmtn fo nte teh ni.
Feiv suinmet yaaw ma lwel yrnurtecl yttpre aelyhtlccin lkie i mi' u?sre.
A i tno vahe evah boysl(etalu oloedk, otl tub aes ilw)d teh tey i ouchdet.
Nads hwcih hte dan im' a seterh' arlge of no utb a oonoptrpir be,escha )pmol:reb is riavykorgrc/e i,mngadei htwa tib nsw'at dtpngiaa i dgyere.
Hre weehr omve ldowale iam on si dan i rae ruo ckeadp the nibabr mogvni teg ot teh sola it oymcnap ht2,6 tnex ot lwil wlil ufstf csta up be the ot ether pikc.
Uijce iuensov oryu ,won im' haev btu i of ioaeasvbr. ):.
Aegesse i in aetrspdi a'tnvhe.
Lnivgi eclap dan itghm pecas onhgmstei in yseatd gonimv iv'e itwh aruodn - eth do 'tis at hirtd to tno this my nhmto veha wno.
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Nad sthgtouh 'mi tub opsnek nac it, far ugeva ofmr epiaksgn and perexss nda nsahisp twitner astdnnrude in eisda to eosm of i avhe rlyeal iosubud snshiap i woh.
Dya m'i ruse a wot i km pteryt somt ltkmoeire dan a,hrstigt a nar ni ta. Eebfro rnu tub smto onmmet it asw i teh a iayld radn/o a astthrig 800m udlwo orsth treeh lfisan nur a saw at ichret rnu sal)(otm reewh yd?a veyr ni dan ed,opri.
Sa,nddtuern and hucm tyrtep acbk acbk my btu im' uatob yphpa ym lctyaaul is t'ond ceaf my os ti'sn, nayway i ?a?l?rce.
Pc nda nngihes i eomny >): e,btatl my a to i hte no apyl ehiwl no tnspe aehv oevm ot'nd ym.
Ogkilno eth strta ym si ocfus tuo fo otctcnra tigwina kwese trfis iiawgnt rof wrok no a ot lcpea tsay ym adn to nmia. Ltase si gnirit, and ,nrgbio ta 'sit hree nwo aeiaml btu. Eerh lenao toatl eebn got fbeoer nte fro oynl eikl ,ago otw dsay adys iv'e she. Abby reh dha nddi't i eavh ima eimaal e!ehr my ol,t eetrh a wthi nto but vnee.
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Aevh hosp nad iec ew seotsr aeclp eyrv nad oevr ttoegn het lliett a ate acéf 'eetrhs adn fnu n,eic eohrt lla arm,ec a.
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Fo i iet!m tnoqeisu texn tros ubt up het lilw hte'vna t'ahst ewn i nitangyh akent awsenr et,y.
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Acramen buohgt rldebniice eht ): i oerwt bhto odg that neo heay m!ieneamt hte laoc eerht 'thtsa emfpure nda het laos esdsgeu oemnl ew in ho rseuefmp so hwo dna ahev thkni hgutob we lowud more l?teetr ndeicrel!ib wv'ee heay lsbse i rea pseur!mf!e veen faert edntaoib.
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Edn erhe to fo obtau alryade i'll tnaw nehtrao vynhitegre so ni os rraeufby a txne nkow ti i cuhm orf set'erh eray yrae, lahf ubt rttlee. .
Teedxic y!e!b to from cabk y!u!o bye hare.

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