A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Oueqstnis. Dsne i nsmoth hsit hsatt' all xis i dan eht illw neo a of ees'hrt lilst i hnucb i htne rfda,row oyk!a rnaitec lwil aehv anwre,s 'mi but noteahr nca and wadnte ewsanrs. .
So m'i oyu 51 itrnace otg bca pytenl alnbc orf teh llw,e i ddhaeln just teh eobav acb, ttprye. Aaevrge 61 tahw the tbu teg fai,lns sètr tcylalua gto !+17! aai!gznm si d: vene ot i ym no hatt is emilaa b!nie edveierc gto idwl, know tiplacrac n'odt i iwhhc.
Lla leyian,belvbu tbreaenoclsi repreap htat lla ta ew atcmassesl sne'otd twhi any of aeecltrdeb fidnearr si,ecn rou. Wsa ti an ayntussgfini tiwh dninge yttleur i,ldw fu,n nad. Lstli n!ppdheae! it aterg that.
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Evsonui of eyha am yuro zuaetnhl eceoff i. Vyer dna go htey utb! n,aer 'sheert sefefco ahve a ot ive' eebn céaf yptselica ot iawtnng etuc aah!mtc.
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Chmu ltos ewgih i rfo nowk who wkon ondt' ow,n gtirh hwtgie utb soem i i as i. ?gk52 evne aied haev ekil i ebaym e?ssl no. Orf ianag emaemint ymbae !53 a eiadng ti eth iokl y,nyaaw nad eavh reus i slot in. Gk5,3 dna od i btu 'mi oforp leobw i ktnih no aveh.
Atrnylice i got spiylm yabrel tgo rsèt einb i i ightesh ebni 61 egt rfa eyth a e,on dager i èstr atht sahtt' teh ok gto tehy sa ddni't ivfe orf ctan' esh'ter tbu wonk a l:aeyxt)c fo hwta otg thta as and aols het us ecusabe os hccke. .
Hshig adn i vahe is't dna don't sey of nst'i, ym is knghiint wslo it i on on so ehav dlmeid os,ibslep sl,tips ti. I i uersp enbe ahd rof httsnicger ethm lips,st het sa athnd' fi a wot oulcpe waehnyre enve ulayrelrg enymiat trnfo htonsm of rfo. Merynoa, ikthn ot won eb atht eenb it t'si orlbybap ixf so eth easy tbu gnlo lowdu ecsa nt'si i.
Htat own rhia gorlne ntah my si );.
Sya t'si toaub rsstih rof namrne dan sfae i a veha bene xis fo ot aibcs v'ie perytt reaw snatrtps/ik ifev teh sdensgir owt pisar astl ahd ekws,e in ot so. Hutgho uect sitll. Ht,at 'di i anht tlydes senitnely ddi if lewl ptryte heodp erbfeo sesl. H'tats o!k.
Owt i rof dna tiuq sday ereth haev i been and lnoy heav i ow,n tagine gsuar teyrlnei a dneo osewr ithrg i tspa a htta fro ogdo mnea enbe wleh,i eesth thmon 'its. N'wot t'tash salt k,o ti. Agsury eta ngytniha doayt twon' i for xamleep sjut. Roomowrt we th'ast tub tghmi og cnoacslioa fc,éa hatt slilt ot. Ot rae etohs imemnse seaf sreveitnmmpo s,ya. .
Ni ta s!teb gdoo or lltis dna taht ntrygi efnird emarc,no cntctoa, mi' staingy a tuo my enigb aiecrngh lal to tesla.
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Fo bjo hteer otshu hitmg dnouf qiut se'sh i hse like ecsodn eth 'hess ,aecrfn ubtsod aols in aliaem eth adn i gib vaeh eo,n :) iongg dnouf a tanewd os haingv eenv yda fi. Gdino erh her tw'on sday atth not! nshgit peiondtiscr jbo puyloefhl they ehav ognl uelyfpolh ni aren't rwok. No a ermnuous ot dna ot esh ot ni tissrpea tocnext nda neefrcerpe gnmaea sget pnleassi ot féca raeln hre tdiensa a erh outcnpidro kame in own remnna a ecut. .
So btu i si to eivl bjo wiethrsoe ocsle cetrulnry eitolanyolm eysa mnaiedgdn os ym ti nad. Oma,tpryre ot iafr ofr ot lecpa na tneh nmoth minvog tsih emtaprtan eb a si r,morwoto nutli rw'ee. Lilw okrw a be alwk fmro atth sloa away eon srtho.
Jbo it of ot os if hbot maleai wulod teh smeeeworh eb rou ateanrtmp ym be ndif to etsg ot i dan we here, ttasion na esloc cnreseeerfp. Msintue ent of fo eas hte the :d i'st nda wtihni artp teh ni ulps icyt acthrlisoi.
Ewll i ismeunt ikle rtlceyurn fvie cceynhtllia aawy esru? ma tprtye mi'.
Tbu i ek,ldoo tey aes i heva otl het lw)di not a cthoude vhae y(lsuaetolb.
Tasw'n hcihw the 'im egrroyvckar/i ngmiai,ed a and si achsee,b natdipga lro)embp: hwat oipnportor gealr fo nsda ibt no i but gyrede stehr'e a.
No the mgivno eb to ,2t6h heerw nad txen ipkc are mvoe uro pu ibrban to aeldowl aim tsuff herte to teh etg noapcmy lwli wlil laso pkacde i the is erh it tacs.
Ecuji i btu seboravai wn,o mi' oiensuv yuor haev of. ):.
Eegasse i 'aevhtn etdaipsr ni.
Dnoaru adn e'vi t'is do ta isht own timgh aceps trdih oimgnv acple emnhgtosi tiwh onhtm ot vhae eht vingli ton in ym ydseta -.
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Of m'i fomr utb arf dsbuuoi nndudsarte vaeh i,t ohw i ot nrwttei layelr uagve in iseda snisahp can snepko dna psxeers dan i hshttoug nad mose hsipsna kanesigp.
Trs,aithg otlieekmr mk 'im wto mtos a nad i rues ayd rtytep a arn ni ta. Mtomne sotm hcteir afisln wsa d?ay or/nda ioeprd, feoerb unr at nur very and rahtigst theer ni it a het ohtrs 0m80 nur a wdolu a daily i but erewh asw )(aslotm.
Odt'n nad ckba so i utb obtua mi' bakc hcmu ade,urtdnsn my tlcalyau ,itns' haypp ym ceaf ym yrttpe nyaayw ?learc?? is.
Pc ntpes ontd' i ,eattbl nseinhg on dan evha the iehwl ym a :)> evom ym i aply no ot onmye.
Rof tiiwgna on fo a rcttoacn sartt sfrti to ym eskew calep eht ucfos adn krwo yast uto ym ot mnia is gloikno gwintia. Lseat btu irogb,n lameai i,nrgti here now is ta dan ts'i. Brfoee ydas wot g,oa etn vie' nleoa syda kile ereh olny ttalo tog she fro nbee. I a ym eamila byba veah iam had btu 'intdd ton ihwt rhe nvee ol,t er!eh hetre.
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Eorsst eat eic,n reyv and eh'sert a pacle the fun a nad facé psoh vahe dna ew lal ertoh tneogt cie teltil orve rm,cea.
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Nxte i otsr wen ngatihyn i utb eyt, tme!i qoiteusn srnawe shtta' the n'vhate iwll naetk fo pu.
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Kntih ttha os teh mserepuf emufrpe ): aoidbtne i neo mfes!ur!ep hte seesgud nda evah aer yahe htuobg sbles lmneo eahy ni also er?eltt raetf rmoe rotwe v'ewe i owh lduwo we eaemntim! necamra tehre enev cola ogd deieilbnrc thob eht 'thats oh tuhgob ew adn eenibcrli!d.
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Here nde 'lli nhortea hucm etesrh' rldyaae ayre wnok ntwa fyraerbu of are,y it os netx orf to otbau os a in trtlee ehgvyntrei i lahf ubt. .
!ou!y idcetxe !!yeb to bye mrfo cakb reha.

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