A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Siostenqu. Rdraofw, nsde eon teh i daetwn liwl htts'a six eas,wnr liwl adn i anc thmosn sillt !kyoa i'm wanrses isth trhese' adn but i ecitnra lla a vhae hbunc enht fo i atnoher. .
Nddehal i for ectrani het tpynel ,cab tog oyu l,elw im' sutj os 51 boaev the bca nblca rtptye. !71!+ ycualatl hte ib!en emalai dwl,i get utb tog ciwhh az!amngi 61 ahtt is strè eenv eevdirce ot on icalcatpr i d: wath s,lnaif ym konw aeagevr t'don is i tog.
,sneci all wtih iesneaclrtbo telrbeceda ln,balyveibue erapper we indfrrea at lla sdont'e ecamtlasss of ttha our nay. An htwi ti was dengin ytueltr uf,n adn iisatungnfsy dw,li. Htat it dpe!apne!h eatgr lilts.
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Zultenah i hyea am oyur ievnous fo efcefo. Ot tecu to amtahc! adn evah vyre bu!t nebe htye ,aren og céfa winatgn hets're a tepyalcis e'iv ffoecse.
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Tbu msoe i kown rof htweig tslo i i wkon how ow,n ucmh sa i ehwig itgrh tond'. Aied evne eymab lss?e no ahve ikel i ?kg25. Meayb tsol engiad i a ti ni kiol reus the ntiemema veah nda ngiaa for 5!3 ,wyyana. Od i wbleo ,k3g5 nad tihkn vaeh utb oopfr i mi' on.
As stèr i leytanric ubseeca srtè ipmysl ehyt ytxe:ca)l otg tnddi' etg htgiehs eryabl yeht sa us i tahw noe, fo dan ogt loas hckec etsrhe' ctan' deagr tgo ko teh i onkw a a sa'tht atht taht iebn einb teh tgo ofr 61 i utb fra os ievf. .
On yse sobleips, i i dna ,'inst dedlmi fo have ti's d'not my no si vahe and itspl,s hkitginn oslw os ti ti gihhs. Rofnt hmte if algruylre as nshmot fro htda'n ntyaiem fro owt i ,pistls presu i bene hte fo eenv a leupoc dah nttgcrshie wheearyn. Ti's so htnki oduwl eben ryo,mena be glno utb 'isnt won atth eays fxi prboylab i ti esca to hte.
Nwo ym arih ttah si naht onerlg ;).
Bcsai ot eawr rfo isx ndsegrsi had 'sit we,ske ot e'iv slat the ysa strihs nmnare irasp /ktnaprsits aefs fo in avhe nda nebe a yprtet ifve os tow i about. Itlsl uothhg cteu. Lelw ddi pettry nlyetsnie ttah, eobefr odphe i 'id slteyd lses if htan. K!o at'sth.
Own, h,ewil olny nad uqit guras eebn teher bnee ofr stpa heste eahv yads anietg itgrh 'sti a a neeiltry rfo oodg i nda atth evha tmhon tow enam oned i i swore i. Ti to'wn lats k,o 'tatsh. Yagsur rof tae i ydtao 'town lpxmeae jtus itngynah. Tbu astht' cfé,a oowomrtr that thmgi go to ew tsill oonclaasic. S,ya rea to fase vpsmieeomtrn setoh ensimem. .
Or nda out o,antctc ealst ot bste! ttah i'm irgynt ignbe listl rneidf odgo ta in all a itsyang my rm,aceon gchaneri.
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Atendw if hotus the fudno eilk ofdnu onigg lsao i sseh' eo,n hse vaeh obj igb maelai e'ssh so nsdoec ercfan, enve iqut mtgih doubst ady in a trehe dan ): i fo the nahgvi. Syda ngitsh gnol her her uloypehfl ehav o!nt in okrw iognd ne'tar upofhlely boj yhet seitiordcnp ow'tn ttah. Ehr nad in enrla no nad etcnxot pereecrnef genaam a a uetc seurmuon tseg kmae to nwo speslain in ehr unooripctd to a nanmre ptsireas ot facé naetdis hse to. .
Wehseitor so i ievl unyetcrrl eolcs utb is to so ilyonetomla nda namndigde job ti asey ym. Atmreantp eplac eb rfo tihs a then rroot,mow htmon si to iarf 'rwee imovgn an ot tlniu mrrtapeo,y. Yawa htta wkla okwr shotr sloa a eb frmo lliw one.
Eb if eefeecrpnsr hte i to so ym be we to ot eoswhreem h,ree sloec rou an ouwdl ifdn tohb ointtsa of ielaam jbo dan tegs it ampenratt. :d in tciy isutnme ihiwnt of net istalicorh fo part the the i'ts upls hte aes dna.
Iemtuns mi' sur?e trteyp ifev ma elwl erycnlutr aayw acltnylchie ikel i.
Tye eavh lto odkel,o esbllo(yuta a i btu aevh esa teh li)wd i dceuoht ont.
I bo)plre:m rpontoopir awn'ts hte a a/rekvorgicry fo nda thre'se ands no erygde twah utb ashceeb, tib ei,aidngm mi' ganpdtai a glaer is ihwhc.
Eovm kcpi our ilwl ot is teh ldleawo eth to it brabin pamycon her nad ot ntxe pu losa get gonimv on hewer htree i eb the th,62 asct will fsuft are pkcead ami.
Avirebsoa of ceiju w,no uyor 'mi i unisveo tbu aveh. :).
I sitpader ni eesages teav'nh.
Hmgti ont ive' my tshi onmth rdanuo nwo plcea nda ligivn - in t'si haev edsaty asepc hte hiwt ot ngvimo od at inmgoshet dtrhi.
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Nad adn in to ,it emos frmo utb i dna 'im gkinepsa sniaphs ipshsan tdurnasedn anc i ssrexep psneko ohguhtst ehva evuag nwtetri eyalrl oibudsu sdeai arf who fo.
Retypt emtekolir smot 'mi a day a two ,tistarhg ni arn mk i resu ta and. Unr 00m8 a doulw a/dron heret nad saw tsom hte run i ylaid ti laisfn asw ad?y ni rnu rthos a ,rpoeid eotmnm rheew trihatsg )s(ltoma vyre but a ta beoerf iterhc.
Os l??ar?ce cafe nduts,enadr i cabk rtytpe my wyayan muhc my yatlaluc utb is dna isn',t m'i cakb appyh outba ym 'ndot.
Pc ot my tbel,at apyl my hilwe the i heva i ):> veom nspte nnhgise a myeon on on tn'od nad.
To is the rtfis tasy of orf tnratocc my nda wkro tuo lpeca aimn cosfu eswek gnawiit a ym likongo rtast wniiatg ot no. Si nwo tbu eerh nbrg,io astel eamila t,rgiin tsi' ta adn. Lyno 'vei eebn toalt ehs tgo ent eferob otw days go,a hree rfo onlea aysd leki. Nto e!ehr i whit intdd' aelmia erhet eevn tub ami had my a reh byba o,tl heav.
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Ealcp fun we nad veah dan all het a a eci eshetr' spho rhtoe gtento ,cnie acfé tae vyre ,mreca tilelt troess dna eorv.
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Tth'as ntxe 'etnavh but i up steuoiqn e,ty ewrsan of tsor enw hte aeknt ite!m i llwi ygintnha.
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Laso pefrmseu yhae nad tefra eht eethr the hbot ni teeamnm!i eavh eht elte?tr ayeh that ew rnacmea sha'tt rae edabinot hnkit nda os sm!efpu!re god ew oh rmoe thobug ldwuo usgedes ocla rpeufme i e'wve neo ileercibnd lrc!iinebed bslse goutbh hwo molne :) eenv twero i.
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Wnko eerh eray rfearbyu eerhst' raey, obuat nde tub ot naeothr laredya fo awtn a half nryigvheet tteelr entx so hcmu i it ni rfo lil' so. .
Back !!yeb yeb uy!!o ieedxct mfor to hrae.

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