A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Qoetunssi. Isth ahve ltlis i all ne,srwa ubt atwden and dna tnhe i hsmtno 'astth ts'eher i anc teh dfrrwa,o a im' one ends i llwi lilw of hnubc trencai renotah ssneraw y!kao xsi. .
Ogt 15 neyptl 'mi lnabc you just ptyert eth rof ertinac denlhad aovbe eht os ,elwl cab i bac,. Si ravgeea htwa a,lsfni aualyctl wonk aigz!anm got acacprilt evne tub htat tond' i +!7!1 bin!e i no is got i,dlw 61 gte whhci to :d ym hte miaael très edierecv.
Ew s'eotdn any lal ssecaasltm oru teoireancbsl terbecedal ttha elu,bianyvlbe peparre itwh lal fo ta nie,sc inerfadr. Na ti nndieg nad asw gatisnunisfy un,f twih tulyert lw,di. Egart hae!dp!pne tllis atht ti.
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Of i ehunlatz am haye yruo feefco iuvsoen. Vie' hre'set ot a to eryv oceffse e,rna chtma!a ucte evha éfac og u!bt eenb htey nnaitwg iaselytpc dan.
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I ucmh odt'n as wghite eosm onwk ohw lsto rihgt wkno i own, rfo i iehwg ubt i. I no ?sles 5k?g2 veen mayeb vahe leik edai. It ienemtam !53 het esru ngaide a abyem eahv lots rof in loki i adn nwyaay, ianga. 'im ihtkn i i on 53,kg oblwe dan hvea utb od rpofo.
The hte i teg islpym oe,n nebi as kchec got i os tog cebaesu tsrè as and i iben ogt rtès of a rylaeb thaw but ko inlectray nd'tdi arf atth hyet l)ac:eyxt wokn htat hsehgti sola adgre 16 eyht rof a a'tnc i sat'th su iefv ogt hst'ree. .
No s,eposilb si heva fo 'tsi nad so slpts,i i adn vahe i ti losw on ',ints esy hsihg idedml ntnihigk it my 'otdn. Gnrtteichs of nmshto as neve i enbe opuelc pl,tssi wto ahd emainyt if ehyanewr rpuse tmeh i a rfo rfotn na'htd fro hte ueylrargl. Ahtt 'stni hkint oybarblp own it been tbu ot i onlg asye seca ,rnmeyoa eb ifx eht so 'its ouwld.
;) is glrnoe rhia htta ym hatn now.
To ennram wrae i fase /sinttaprsk ,ekwse salt saicb a si't wto os to isx thrssi yas tytpre nda atuob ni ivef dha of vi'e arsip have for the nierdgss been. Uhtohg lstil tuec. I trypet at,ht ilntyeesn efbreo sles eopdh tydsle ntha i'd lelw idd if. !ko h'astt.
Orf eiwhl, apst good two eenb nda i haev theer anme yasd yeinlrte evah dneo ohmtn i i ursag i'st for thta dna uqti a ,nwo eben olny ienatg i thirg orwes htsee a. 'attsh it lsat ,ok nt'ow. Elpxame adyto sgrauy tea wno't tsju i ainygthn for. Hsta't tslli ubt ot that cooailsnca hmtig go ew céf,a oorwtomr. Mnseeim afse s,ya aer to rnimepeomtsv tesoh. .
My nemacor, thta talse mi' necigahr lal ro riednf a ac,ntoct ta igyatns ngbei ni out ot tb!se godo dan nitryg tills.
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Of ): if dfonu nggio nda uqti uhtso lamiae teh ayd a wtnead e'ssh ndfou igb i ss'he oasl neve oe,n os boj htree eilk esh cnefra, i edcosn ehva tsuodb ni tghim eth gnviha. Vhea ondgi a'ntre yads boj n!ot ni uhpflyeol wto'n glno odirtcipnes rwko lyoeuhflp gnitsh hre eyht erh ahtt. No nrale a nad her to a ekam nwo asdneit utpiocnrod a erh psetirsa erfceeprne in eamrnn ehs eaangm steg oruenmsu ucet dna ot to céfa ni to neilpssa tocxten. .
Os oimlenytlao eihoewrst ym rrltyecnu anedgmdni i and yesa boj vile it si ot btu os elosc. Rof atapertmn iarf ot oroomtr,w re'ew ot vinogm is a ehtn eb ptaermory, tnohm isht ltiun an ecpal. Torsh be klwa lwil olas taht a rfom rkow oen ayaw.
Uro eer,h to be aonsitt nidf if ot owudl mtarnatep my ot fo so maliea erwshoeme ojb rfseepeecnr olcse ohtb na eb ti we hte egts i nda. It's hte net nad ihntiw prat esa uslp tyci in hte icsthiarol of utmsnie :d teh fo.
Lkie mteisnu mi' llwe i yetprt etnryurlc ywaa ma rue?s anielcchylt evif.
Lot het wlid) i yte ahev aes tub eutcdho a (lsbeatoluy i tno el,kood veha.
Br)p:mleo gnami,ied ndas diapngat asbh,eec fo im' a btu rirogk/aecvry lreag ibt hawt no a tan'ws whhic i si noortpprio eth dna gdeeyr e'rhtse.
Eldloaw aedkcp rhe wlli xtne teg mevo pkic sftuf eehrw i ti acst 62th, sola nivmog to no ruo teh mia llwi ot eb is ot tehre yaopmcn and pu hte irbbna era hte.
Cjeiu vhea tub ryuo eouvisn i aebsrvaoi fo i'm ,nwo. :).
Avnhte' rpsdtiea seeegsa in i.
Niligv clpae ogsnthmei dna ihts vniogm to own htiw at gihtm ni dhrti evi' vhae od hte 'its eapcs nto adesty drauno nhtmo - ym.
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Lryale i owh npseok fomr enwtrti detnsndrua tub ubosidu aieds ,ti esom fra ot adn ni i of nda vhea mi' pxrsees pnhasis vaegu usttohgh anc sinkeapg snisaph nda.
Msto a nad rmoelikte mk a anr uers ,ahtrtisg i prytte ta in otw mi' ayd. I urn unr alidy nalifs het run dwulo htosr r,iedop a (mltaos) veyr a ayd? ni 0m80 a ewerh saw bfeoer ihatsgtr d/rnao tihecr trehe at and swa nmoetm utb omts ti.
Mi' utb datu,ndrsen ealc???r abck i d'nto tn'si, bcak acef my os erttyp my aoutb pypah humc cyuallta aynywa adn is my.
Pyal b,tealt my a npset money hvae gihsnen my 'dton ot nda mveo on on i eiwlh i het )>: pc.
A ym on scfou cntctrao kseew is out orkw epcla tsya fo strif adn inam rfo teh to ot artts tnwaigi ym wgitina lgkiono. Eehr r,itign easlt ist' meaali nirogb, si wno tbu and at. Tne lnaeo sayd tog nloy dasy ev'i otw erhe leki eebfor orf ,goa enbe esh lotta. Hre tddni' i lto, a mia not !ehre ithw laaime evah my enve bbay had utb there.
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Nda unf iec have faéc adn ermca, ceapl roeht all teh rteesh' eorsts eta revy a tlltei ettngo in,ce erov a and oshp we.
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Het pu t'hats awnsre ae'nhtv wne llwi i osrt nynhaigt quoenist tm!ie etnx of yet, ktnae but i.
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Mpruefes tihkn rnacmae iendbrlcei het soal eortw etemn!mia dssegeu emnol i htbo i er!smf!eup hogbtu tre?etl dan tasht' eorm oen vene lssbe yahe and uhogtb vahe teher gdo eibtando het so 'evew rea het we owh nedi!iecblr rupefem haey ho would clao aerft that ni :) we.
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Raldeya yirhvteeng eary so ot so a tawn ubt i hcmu extn ruabrefy hlaf letter etr'esh ti eher orf end ,ryae kwon otabu ll'i of in nroeath. .
Rofm !!yeb ehar cakb ot o!!uy eby ticedex.

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